Mother of ecstasy victim Gemma Thoms to face Big Day Out crowd
* Todd Cardy
* From: PerthNow
* January 22, 2010 6:26PM
THE mother of teenage ecstasy overdose victim Gemma Thoms, who died after the Big Day Out last year, will painfully return to the concert grounds next week to raise awareness of the risk of taking drugs.
Peta will stand at the main gate of the Claremont Showgrounds, one day before the first anniversary of her daughter's death, to hand out flyers in the hope others will not suffer the same fate.
Concert organisers have backed the courageous effort, promising to design and print a flyer that will include a photo of Gemma, warnings about drug use, and health information for every one of the near 40,000 expected to attend the sold-out music festival on Sunday week.
Big Day Out organiser Ken Knight, who met Peta today to discuss the plans, said he had also committed to creating a photographic memorial at the grounds to commemorate the anniversary of the 17-year-old's death.
Gemma collapsed during the festival last year after taking three ecstasy pills on the way in because she was frightened about police sniffer dogs catching her with drugs.
Her body temperature rose to 45C and she died in hospital within 12 hours.
Peta, who did not want her last name published, said she had made the difficult decision to attend the concert because it was something she felt she ``should do'' for her daughter.
``I am really nervous about being at the same place,'' Peta said.
``I am scared of people's reactions, I am hoping that my actions will make a difference - whether it be it might just let them think, be a bit more aware for the day - and I feel a lot of pain because it's very emotional but I feel like it is something that I should do.
``I need to do this to make people remember because young people just move on quickly especially when it is not directly related to them''.
In a draft flyer Peta created herself, the warnings include ``If you don't feel ok you're probably not'', ``Would you rather live your life or be buried in the ground'' and ``Have you read the ingredients on your pill today?''
``I want people to remember, remember what happened and to be aware that it can happen to anybody,'' Peta said.
``As much as this is hard on my daughter's best friend and friends that were there at the time, they later on regret they wish they had of stood up and done something or said something, been a bit tougher - that is what it comes down to.
``I am not saying she would have survived, but if she had been taken quickly to hospital it could have been okay.
``So many of them don't want to tell, because they are worried they will get caught.''
The flyers coincide with a campaign by St John Ambulance to encourage people to trust paramedics, in the hope it will dispel the myth that they will inform police of drug-use, and Big Day Out's own warnings about drug or alcohol experimentation.