Hiya Vixen.
First of all, welcome to Bluelight (BL).
Secondly, please could you type with a darker colour as it is extremely difficult to see without having to highlight your text.
There is a sub- forum called Other Drugs where you may get support as well as the recovery forums: The Dark Side, Sober Living n Mental Heath.
Please feel free to ask any questions you may have re the site.
Also there is a sticky thread at the top of this sub-forum called The Adoption Programme, where member befriend new members to help them settle into the site. If you're interested please post on the thread expressing your interest.
All the best,
Evey