Hey everyone, the first time I used meth was about two years ago. I only did it for a short time back then maybe a couple of months. I was smoking it back then. I really had no idea what I was doing at the time and didn't know anything about doses. The last day I used back then I decided to snort it instead. Went all day doing fairly big lines when ever my buddy was dishing them out. I do know I was doing it pretty often because I never really felt all that high. By the end of the night I started feeling pretty anxious (never had bad anxiety before this) and next thing you know my heart felt like it was gonna explode out of my chest. Ended up in the er with hr around 230 bpm and blood pressure dangerously high. Got out later that night when everything finally stabilised and told myself I wouldn't do it anymore.
Fast forward two years and a bad breakup I have been dabbling in it a bit the last month. Since the scare the last time I am snorting it but keeping my lines pretty small. Been trying to keep under half point in a 24 hour period. The problem I'm having is if I bust that up into 3-4 lines to spread out I don't really feel high. I know I am high because I stay in one spot and keep procrastinating that I am going to get up and do something and next thing you know its 6 hours later and I havn't moved but I don't really feel any type of rush at all. The most I get is a foggy brain and and a few pins and needles or a twitch once in a while and horny but I don't get any energy (other than staying awake) at all. The issue with a higher dose is anywhere between 6-12 hours after I stop using I get really bad anxiety. My bp goes up to 160/110. I get crazy pins and needles everywhere. Back to back palpitations (not really excessive heart rate but lots skipped beats) and chest pain. I start seeing grey smoke everywhere and little movements out of the corner of my eye like black flies or something. Bright lights agitate me and I noticed I get startled a lot over the smallest sudden noise. I actually ended up doing a higher dose last night. A little less than a point in a 10 hour period. I read somewhere to try doing a bump every 20 mins or so until you reach your desired effect. I honestly didn't feel high at all most of the night. Stopped usage for about 6 hours and all the same symptoms but this time a massive headache and very sensitive to the brightness of my computer screen and couldn't look directly at any flashing ads on the screen at all. Just looking for some feedback if maybe I'm doing something wrong? I stay up usually for 2 or 3 days at the very most and try to drink lots of water. I force food down but very little then I stop for 3 or 4 days before I use again. Sorry for such a long post any feedback would be appreciated.
Fast forward two years and a bad breakup I have been dabbling in it a bit the last month. Since the scare the last time I am snorting it but keeping my lines pretty small. Been trying to keep under half point in a 24 hour period. The problem I'm having is if I bust that up into 3-4 lines to spread out I don't really feel high. I know I am high because I stay in one spot and keep procrastinating that I am going to get up and do something and next thing you know its 6 hours later and I havn't moved but I don't really feel any type of rush at all. The most I get is a foggy brain and and a few pins and needles or a twitch once in a while and horny but I don't get any energy (other than staying awake) at all. The issue with a higher dose is anywhere between 6-12 hours after I stop using I get really bad anxiety. My bp goes up to 160/110. I get crazy pins and needles everywhere. Back to back palpitations (not really excessive heart rate but lots skipped beats) and chest pain. I start seeing grey smoke everywhere and little movements out of the corner of my eye like black flies or something. Bright lights agitate me and I noticed I get startled a lot over the smallest sudden noise. I actually ended up doing a higher dose last night. A little less than a point in a 10 hour period. I read somewhere to try doing a bump every 20 mins or so until you reach your desired effect. I honestly didn't feel high at all most of the night. Stopped usage for about 6 hours and all the same symptoms but this time a massive headache and very sensitive to the brightness of my computer screen and couldn't look directly at any flashing ads on the screen at all. Just looking for some feedback if maybe I'm doing something wrong? I stay up usually for 2 or 3 days at the very most and try to drink lots of water. I force food down but very little then I stop for 3 or 4 days before I use again. Sorry for such a long post any feedback would be appreciated.
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