IDontTwerk
Greenlighter
Technially, I'm a Newbie poster (1st post ever) but I've been a lurker off and on for 4-5 yrs and from 3 different states (I've moved a lot). I think I have finally found my happy place here in North Idaho though and don't anticipate moving again.
me: 20 yr history of party favors with a couple of favorites that nearly brought me to my knees a few times. At this point in my life I do believe I have outgrown the need to maintain a comfortable buzz every waking minute (hence, one of my reasons for leaving the abundance & accessibility in Nor Cal to move to the woods)
I take prescribed Klonopin (just started back on it last week after 4 yrs off and I'd like to make it a regular thing but I'm finding the docs here are awfully scared to prescribe narcs - even to patients with a long established history of benefitting from the medication without issue) I also take Suboxone but I'm hoping to switch back to pain pills next week partly because I need to get ready for back surgery and need to get off suboxone anyway and cold turkeying it or even weaning down never works for me - I cant handle it! And partly because my back issues have gotten bad enough to require surgery and it effing hurts (as it should).
I bet by now (if you've read this far down- by the way, thanks!) you're thinking my DOC is pills but its actually Rock. Ill go for a few months doing it a bunch and then it'll get old and I'll stop, fully expecting that I've gotten it out of my system forever now... and then a year or so will go by and I'lll get that familiar urge and it'll grow increasingly hard to ignore until its impossible and then Stoner-radar kicks in and soon I'm again "blowing off steam"
Gotta say though: Stoner-radar isn't working so well for me here? Anybody here know if there are even any ghetto-ish hoods in Idaho, or do Idahoans head over the border?
If you read all this: thanks (and I'm sorry - I'm a fast typer) I feel like I know you guys so please excuse me if I'm too direct.
me: 20 yr history of party favors with a couple of favorites that nearly brought me to my knees a few times. At this point in my life I do believe I have outgrown the need to maintain a comfortable buzz every waking minute (hence, one of my reasons for leaving the abundance & accessibility in Nor Cal to move to the woods)
I take prescribed Klonopin (just started back on it last week after 4 yrs off and I'd like to make it a regular thing but I'm finding the docs here are awfully scared to prescribe narcs - even to patients with a long established history of benefitting from the medication without issue) I also take Suboxone but I'm hoping to switch back to pain pills next week partly because I need to get ready for back surgery and need to get off suboxone anyway and cold turkeying it or even weaning down never works for me - I cant handle it! And partly because my back issues have gotten bad enough to require surgery and it effing hurts (as it should).
I bet by now (if you've read this far down- by the way, thanks!) you're thinking my DOC is pills but its actually Rock. Ill go for a few months doing it a bunch and then it'll get old and I'll stop, fully expecting that I've gotten it out of my system forever now... and then a year or so will go by and I'lll get that familiar urge and it'll grow increasingly hard to ignore until its impossible and then Stoner-radar kicks in and soon I'm again "blowing off steam"
Gotta say though: Stoner-radar isn't working so well for me here? Anybody here know if there are even any ghetto-ish hoods in Idaho, or do Idahoans head over the border?
If you read all this: thanks (and I'm sorry - I'm a fast typer) I feel like I know you guys so please excuse me if I'm too direct.
