Newbie here, hello.

[LifeIsTooShort]

Hello everyone. I'd Like to start off with saying I am new to the whole drug scene. I used to be against drugs and such, but that was earlier this year. Before I didn't really know anything at all about drugs of any kind, and I had made the assumption any and every drug is totally bad for you and you should never do or try them, including cannabis. I didn't know what a bong was or a joint or a bowl or anything. Right now, I know the basics. I've learned quite a few things now lol. I know I probably sound like an idiot but whatever. Recently though, I've started smoking weed. i do it every once in a while, sometimes once a week, sometimes I go without smoking for a few weeks, sometimes I smoke like 5 times a week. I have no access to any type of drugs on my own, but my brother and sometimes my friend come over and ask me if I wanna get high, sometimes I say yes sometimes I say no. I'm coming into this whole drug scene trying not to become the typical smoker person (not trying to offend anyone here, just usually when I think smoker I think that.), who smokes all the time or smokes a lot. I'm trying to do it responsibly, mainly because it feels good and it's a cool, fun experience. Recently though, very recently, like within the past 3 weeks, I've been snorting different types of pills. I was doing some researching and one thing led to another, and I came to the conclusion that I want to snort a bunch of different types of pills as a sort of experiment to see what type of high/effect they have on me. It's not like something crazy, I found a few old prescribed pill bottles and decided to look them up and research them and see what type of high they give you, and eventually I decided I would try snorting them to see what happens and how they make me feel. I will only snort the recommended amount of said pills, like I'm not abusing them and doing a lot of them all the time. So far I've only done 2 different types of pills, Ritalin (can't quite remember what dosage it was) (I opened the pill, crushed it, and snorted it all), and Adderall, I believe. The label said it was "Amphetamine salts ER", not sure what that means, but, I looked it up and they said it's basically generic Adderall. Note, I was diagnosed with ADHD, so these were prescribed to me before when it was a serious problem, now it's sort of just eh, I'm pretty calm but I have a hard time focusing on something that does not appeal to me. I want to try snorting Oxycodone, I read that gives you a sort of heavenly euphoria, and I read that it is highly addictive, but I do not get addicted to things easily and have never been addicted to anything before in my life. I also want to try snorting Xanax. I probably should have mentioned this at the beginning, but I have relatively bad Social Anxiety, and I read that Xanax is like being drunk, minus all the side effects, and you basically become carefree and confident, which is something that very much appeals to me. Now on my journey of trying pills, I also want to try pretty much all o the other main drugs at least one time, just to see what it's like. One in particular I REALLY want to try is pure MDMA. The problem is I live in Florida, and I read somewhere that pure MDMA is hard to come by in Florida, if not impossible. Although that article was over 2 years old so. But that's probably the number one thing I want to try. I'm not really sure what I'm trying to accomplish saying all these things but I thought you should know.
Also, after doing plenty of research on drugs, I've seen on multiple drug related forums, people saying SWIM. I know what it means, but is it necessary here, should I have used it and should I start using SWIM?
I think that is it for now, if I have anything to add I'll come back and comment or edit or something. Basically I want opinions, pointers, tips for coming into the whole drug scene, basic things I should probably know, and things like that. But as for now, have a good day. I hope I'm not being to much of an idiot or if i'm posting this in the wrong place or something, I'm new to this site as well so I'm not really sure where everything should go and where everything is. Any response is appreciated although I'm pretty sure NOBODY is going to read all of this xD
Also, I will mainly be using this site for information on pills and different types of drugs, such as the effects of pills, how much I should take, how I should go about taking it etc etc, so if I shouldn't be here for that purpose please let me know. Also, I hope to share stories of my good times and my bad times in the future.

 

[bronson]

Actually, I did just read all of that, ha. Line breaks, they help keep the thoughts in a more digestible format though. It sounds to me like right now you're more or less in a phase of experimentation, which isn't great when you consider the potential for addiction with many things, but I think many of us have been there at one point or another in our life.

Glad to hear you're doing your research prior, as it does greatly reduce risk to you, assuming you're going to try said substance anyway. To clarify your last couple of questions, we have a strict no sourcing rule, so no one is going to be able to help you out with availability of any hard to find drugs. And SWIM is not allowed on the site, it offers no legal protection and makes posts tough to read.

Stay safe, and see you around the forums.