Newbie from Central Jersey/Brooklyn

[Dopeboy1978]

Hey people's. I'm new to the forum but not new to the game. I'm Freddie and I'm 37. My DOC is Dope. I also fuck with weed and pills. Just a reg blue collar type of guy looking to talk and connect with like minded folks in my area. I'm sure my story is very typical to many who have posted before. I've been smoking weed since I was 16 and fucked with all kinds of drugs over the years. Never really had any addiction issues till recently. Started doing pills cause of back pain around two years ago. All was good at first. Now pills are just hard to find or too expensive and switched to dope about 6 months ago. I kinda wish I didn't but it what it is. There are more good days than bad ones but on those bad ones it makes you question what the fuck you are doing. Just stuck in a horrible cycle of having to do dope to dull the pain enough to work so you can pay the bills and have enough money for the dope. I'm sure there are plenty of people on here who can relate. Soooooo I dunno what else to write at the moment. #thestruggle

 

[Smoky]

Hi, Welcome to Bluelight! I also started with pills for spinal issues then onto Dope a couple years back. I do relate. Good to have you as part of our community. I look forward to seeing you around the site.