Hmnnn..Ive *really** been trying to quite using pills,I usually use(when I have) Morphine,percs,and oxy cotten.If I have 80mg of oxy,I would easily do at least 60mg over the day.Easy.
Morphine is so much better,although much more difficult to get.Makes me feel awesome every time.Was thinking about cutting down,tried,failed because I keep using I cannnot monitor myself.
I was thinking about methadone,I dont really wanna go down that road again(been there done that like 3 years ago...)Roght now I have weed,some good weed,uplifting feeling puts me at ease,and valum to help take the edge off...
I do wanna quit,yet I find that life doesnt feel exciting if im not on something.When Im amped up I feel confident,I can tolerate ass holes allot easier.
EDIT > Sorry,I almost forgot to mention the reason I posted this thread,my resolution is to get clean,I find Eminems new CD,the Recovery helps me allot,
only because you can relate to what hes talking about,and basically smoking weed does help.
I have been triyng to go the natural route to some extent as well,like using fish oil supplements,but its a struggle....