I'm just now in the process of seeking out help with depression along with Xanax and Vodka problem...Have contacted Dr..tried to cut myself back went into total meltdown this weekend..I'm mentally, physically, drained from this meltdown. Not to mention my adult children had to also see me in action...so along with everything else, I am humiliated...hope to get into this Dr..who is a psychologist..went to a couple of times last yr, but just was not ready to deal with this problem...now I am...
