New to the WWW. a small bit abt myself

[ajohn25]

I have never used a group like this but feel its the right time, i have been a drug user since i was 15. got into herion 13 years ago, been on methadone programme for 8 of those years, plus 30mg of vallium daily since i was 16 (i am 35 now) Ive used every drug known to man and became addicted to each one!. i have detoxed, gone to another drug to fill the void, now i am aclhollic herion,methadone,vallium addict. this is my last shot for help as do not have suroprt of family to help, i am hoping to find some help/advise.. a chat. i don't know what else to say for now. thankyou everyone.

 

[just say know]

You've looked into ibogaine? it has an extreemly high success rate of treating and curing addiction after the first session with Ibogaine.

there are a number of health risks you need to assess before considering this. ayahusca might be an alternative if your not healthy enough to undergo the ibogaine treatment.

go to erowid and look at their ibogaine Vault and do some reading. experience reports are also good places to spend some time on.

hope you get better friend never give up! i believe in you!

 

[ViolentDreamsCC]

Oh damn. If you ever wannna talk or something just me a message, I dont know if I can be of much use but I have been addicted to various substances so I know how hard it is (and I'm only 19) not including my friends who are really hardcore. Good luck and feel free to message me about anything, I', not judgmental at all.

edit: the most succesful heroin programme is treating heroin w heroin, tho this is only allowed in the netherlands, but since then heroin use in th netherlands below the ages of 40 is virtually non existant whereas it used to be a ccrisis among 20-30 year old during the 80s.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

welcome!

do you know why you're using? it might help to explore the issues.

 

[ajohn25]

@Violentdreams. thankyou for the message, i have looked into everything i can find, i will keep on reading, thanks for your kind words it means alot.

 

[ajohn25]

@Just say know.....i have heard alot abt it but have never tried and would not know where to even look tbh, but thankyou for the info, ill look into it more.