Don't even know where/how to start. Today is the first day of the new me. Heroin, I'm done. I need a friend, or a support something...this is so difficult alone.
Welcome, I'm proud to hear you are gonna take the dive!
It's a far one but the water at the bottom is an cloudlike cushion that will make you remember how great life used to feel.
We're here for you! All of us have gone through many of the similar.... almost exact things in life. It's easier to quit when you have someone that understands to talk to ^^
Check the Recovery Support boards for some support! Everyone there is friendly and just trying to do the same thing we are trying to do.... and that's get our true selves back