So SWIM recently worked past my fear of needles and tried an IV injection of 30mg of oxycodone. Since SWIM's first time SWIM has done it a few more times with varying doses. SWIM enjoyed it quite a bit but SWIM is curious as to why the intensity of the rush varies so much. SWIM usually start off with a 30 and may do more throughout the night but each time SWIM shoots the intensity/acuteness of the rush changes. Sometimes it hits SWIM in moments and feels awesome. Other times it takes a few minutes to come on. It always feels great in the end and SWIM isn't doing the injection personally but rather has a more experienced friend do it. The needle has never missed or anything.
SWIM is just wondering as to why it doesn't hit hard every time? The media and stories from friends has left SWIM with the impression that it should hit hard every time. SWIM has felt the intense rush once or twice and wants to feel it that way each time he uses a needle.
Can anyone help SWIM?
(please, no comments telling SWIM to avoid needles altogether, SWIM is fully aware of the risks involved and is going to continue doing it regardless)
SWIM is just wondering as to why it doesn't hit hard every time? The media and stories from friends has left SWIM with the impression that it should hit hard every time. SWIM has felt the intense rush once or twice and wants to feel it that way each time he uses a needle.
Can anyone help SWIM?
(please, no comments telling SWIM to avoid needles altogether, SWIM is fully aware of the risks involved and is going to continue doing it regardless)
