New to Molly - Have questions?

[Freshmanx17]

Ok so basically I have tried molly four times and have had very weird experiences. The first two times I have done molly were spaced two months apart and because I did alot of research before I actually used the substance, I've concluded that it was in fact mephedrone due to the moreish nature of it and the short lived not too intense high it provided. It was white crystals that tasted extremely bitter and every capsule had .2 and I took up to three capsules in a night and still only got high for about an hour and a half. The third time I tried it, I took half a pill because it was from a random source. I felt like I was coming onto something big but never actually got passed that point, making me believe that I did not take enough. Now the last time, I got it from a very reliable source who said that only taking one made him roll for up to 5-6 hours which sounded like legitimate MDMA to me. The crystals were white with a hint of pink and the one capsule had .2 in it. When I took the one capsule, I felt a come up in about an hour which lasted very quickly and led me to take two more mollys from my original source (mephedrone). What confuses me is how come the original one did not make me roll for 5-6 hours like it did from my source? I have two different theories which I'm not sure if either one is right but here it goes: Firstly, I feel like I analyzed the high too much which made it not work for me. I wanted to experience MDMA so bad that I kept looking at the time to see when I would come up and when I did feel it I started to worry about it fading away quickly because of my first experiences. My source said when he took it with weed it made him roll balls, could that be because it took his mind off chasing the high? Second, the mephedrone I took after could of possibly affected it. The whole night I definitely felt something but it was giving me a headache and I think I just wasn't letting myself go.

Any tips would be greatly appreciated on how to actually experience the full effect of the MDMA, should I try from the reliable source again and make have a beer or two before it and then just not look at the clock so I don't anticipate the high? What are your suggestions. And finally, if I did it one more time (total of 5 times, technically 4 because I didn't roll one time) would it effect my cognitive skills greatly? I'm going into my freshman year of college and I want to do it one more time but I'm so paranoid that it will cause me to become "dumber" as people say especially because it would be five doses in a period of 5 months. http://i.bluelight.ru/pi/9.gif

 

[.:Holy::Toast:.]

Lower your expectations, the problem with Molly is that it can be stepped on a horrific deal.
Three .2 capsules to someone with no tolerance should have had you straight off in la la land spewing nonsense and rolling on the floor if the stuff was very potent.
It may have been meph but I have no experience with it so I couldn't say.
The thing with MDMA is that you shouldn't roll for 5-6 hours, I never have at least.
I roll 4 max, and the plateau usually doesn't last more than an hour and a half.
Your later experience does sound very much like MDMA, when you feel it hit you, you have probably 15 minutes until you're as high as you're gonna be, it then slowly tapers down to baseline.
My advice to you is source more good MDMA, be in a very comfortable controlled setting, and pop .2
If its any good you should be soaring, if you hardly feel anything after two hits, try again, or maybe try splitting it in half and snorting it to eliminate the come up time.

As well 5 doses in 5 months won't make you dumber. While MDMA can be neurotoxic, I don't believe it is at low intervals like that.
If you dose every week, then it will drain your body of energy, you'll feel tired and sluggish, an it will desensitize your serotonin receptors.

 

[lostsoul.On.E]

The best tip anyone can give you to fully experience mdma is to make sure you get mdma by testing it!!

I was like you the first four times I took pills I thought were mdma and every time was disappointed. once it hits you for the first time you will know its mdma, whether you are overthinking or not.

For real though, instead of wasting your time and money on trying to "actually experience the full effect of the MDMA" You need to make sure you're getting mdma first. Get a kit

And also don't listen to what anyone says about how they rolled for 5-6 hours. some people don't know what theyre talking about. Ive taken good pills before and never have rolled longer than 3-4 hours off of 2 or 3 of them.

 

[augustaB]

Don't listen to all that crap what the guy who knows this guy says. Test your stuff. It's the only way you'll know you're getting the real deal.
Lots of things taste real bitter. Including the dandelions I pull from my lawn.

 

[Diloadid]

You sound like a prime candidate for a test kit. ~~~~