Opioids New to iv and missed, although very familiar with opiates

[Hydromore_please]

Ok so i just prepared a perfectly safe .75 cc shot made from a 30mg hydromorph contin. I used micron filter and did all the research possible before hand. Although it seems like i defenitely missed, it looks like a pool of fluid is on top of my vein but beneath the skin? So i guess i registered and Then accidentally pulled it out a bit before went thru with the plunge. It stung pretty bad at first and now it doesnt hurt but theres what looks like a pale pool of fluid just below my skin, also i cannot see the vein through this pool of fluid thats about an inch wide by 2 inches long, rectangular shaped. Should i be concerned about this? Or will it just go away with time?

the problem is for me i really dont like needles all that much and i get shaky/nervous when im registering does anyone have any ideas for me to try to be able to do this properly?

i mean i here so much about hydromorph being a waste if eatin and i dont really like snorting, so to get good bang for the buk i figure i should prolly figure this out properly and safely! I do actually feel high a bit from the shot but i should be feeling much more high considering my tolerance. Please any comments or suggestions would be appreciated, either about the specific type of miss and concerns around that, or about how i can improve my skills to hit that vein and stop being so shaky?

 

[rymerkk]

well first of all of all if you don't like needles why do you shoot? it seems like something that you can overcome with time and develop a steady hand. i dunno if it's a good idea really if you go the IV route if it makes you so nervous, but i'm not gonna tell you what to do because you're gonna do what you want to do. so try to be safe. just try to calm your self (easier said than done.. i know) take slow deep breaths and try to steady your hand. if you're gonna do IV you have to have a good technique, among other things, to reduce any harm to your body. it's good that you're micron filtering.. thats a good step. just work on technique if you really wanna go this route.. it's a loooong road my friend.