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[chubbz17]

Hello all. I'm addicted to oxycodone, crack, and xanax. I'm 19. I started to use when I was 12. Started with pot and 4lokos. Went to ex. Doing it every day, all day. I was about 15 by then. I then found the wonders of crack cocaine, which I first did with a close family member. I was totally consumed by it, doing everything i could short of sucking dick to get money to buy crack. I would smoke 500&1000$ a night between 3 people. I did this for 2 years. Dropped out of high school my junior year. Then I found he love of mY life. A beautiful blond girl who me I met through a "drug" friend. I did the crack with her for a little bit and then we completely stopped. So of course I had the craving to replace the crack high. I had dabbled with opiates and benzos a few times but never really got hooked. But this blond girl was a former opana addict and we soon started abuseing oxy contains and xanax. Its all I could think about, and still to this day I still do it. She stopped, but occasionally with me partakes. I figured this was the bet was to introduce myself. I've used blueligt to look up a lot f info over the years but am just signing up. Feel free to message me or comment.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Welcome to Bluelight!

 

[ComfortablyNumb95]

Hi and welcome to Bluelight :D
I'm sorry to hear about your addiction mate. I don't know if that means much to you but I Hope life gets better

 

[angeleyes]

Damn Chubbz that's nuts what you've told us, hope you pull through this and find a good sense of community here aye!

 

[soMETHingactIVe]

Hi how ya doing? I have a question, how on earth did your girlfriend stop while you didn't ? Did she have to stay away from you while she did it? Or did she endure the pain and cravings just fine with the effluence? Personally I rather have people around me that give me no support if I'm fighting for something I want to accomplish. Kinda I got myself here I'll get myself out attitude