New to Blue light. New to life without the needle.

[TayCharest]

My name is Taylor. Tay for short.
I've been off the needle for just under three months. I'm on 115MG of Methadone each day. I relapsed on Christmas night. I went and got some black for my cousin and she came back to my apartment and hooked me up for hooking her up with my old connect. I had a rig in my purse that had been in there since the very last time I used. I shot a good dub. It was some good tar too, my connect only has the best and cooks it from pure.I never got bunk shit when I was using. So I knew it was fire. anyway, the only thing it did for me was make me sleepy and give me a head ache. Luckily I had already done my drug test for the month, but I'm glad the heroin had that effect on me, it encourages me to stay away from it, and just be happy on my dose.

 

[flyhighk]

Welcome to Bluelight Taylor !

It's possible that what you used was fentanyl. It's often sold as heroin.

Be safe.

 

[AgonyAndEcstasy781]

Yeah you aren't gonna get much out of heroin on 115 mg of methadone. You'd probably have to get down to less than 50 mg in order to get a decent buzz off a dub.

 

[MHal2mon]

No+ familiar wi+h +he +ar, abundance of s+rong ass cheese/fen+ or diph. ou+ here. I had a similar experience +he same nigh+. I go+ i+ from my cuz when he shook my hand, Opened i+ up af+er a shor+ deba+e in my head af+er I go+ home and go+ ready for some pins and needles. He would never do me dir+y however +he s+uff was a bi+ mois+ and mixed up +o yellowish-clear ra+her +han +ranslucen+ brown I was used +o. +rus+ing him and having +he holiday blues, I fired up anyway, Ins+an+ly go+ a li+ red burn reac+ion a+ +he si+e which faded and wha+ can bes+ be described as +he dizziness I would experience during a panic a++ack mixed wi+h some arry+hmia. I ended up blas+in' bupe +o be safe. I was pale and swea+ing for a good +hree days. Beside bupe +ha+ was my firs+ fuck up poppy wise in +wo years. While I of+en reminisce I feel like maybe some+hing changed my body chemis+ry for good so I can'+ be enslaved +o +ha+ +rash anymore. Bu+ more power +o ya hun. Never ge+ discouraged even when you're in +he mids+ of a fk up. Defini+ely s+ruck a chord when you said your Po+. was guaran+eed and didn'+ receive wha+ had been so rou+ine. Lmk if you find ou+ whe+her i+ was ur body or +he ish, I'm curious abou+ my si+ua+ion as well.