Thanks meso, it's just time for change in my life and it's so hard to figure out where to start. Mostly because I'm a closet addict and would prefer to do this whole getting clean thing without letting the people that love me know what's going on, and before I get worse than I already am.
A little bit about me: I'm 23 I've been experimenting with opiates since age 12 and have been addicted to benzos in the past. I've been a daily opiate user for about a year which isn't long, but with my addictive personality it's definitely long enough to get that monkey on my back.. I started with perks, and morphine and recently started doing some h which is why I know it's time for change, I do apologize if I have broken any rules for some reason I wasn't able to read all the forum rules bc it wasn't formatted for my mobile device or something.
Anyway if anyone has any advice of just where to start or things that helped them while going through the same thing I would appreciate it more than you know. Thanks again bl-ers