New to BL from CA

[Sdc378]

Hi. Never posted, I am 48, woman, been using since I was 14. DOC was mostly meth (IV) but have been addicted to many types of drugs. Quit "street" drugs 5 yrs ago and replaced them with prescribed meds. Mostly adderrall and opiates. Not sure if I am ever going to stay clean. Everyone thinks I am clean, tired of lying. Need to be able to talk about this.

 

[herbavore]

Visit the recovery forums. There are lots going through the same thing. I hope you will find Bluelight welcoming and a source of support to end the cycle you find yourself in.