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New to BL, chronic pain patient and opiate dependent, wonder what script to get....

Sulla

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hey! This is my first post here! ;)

I am from the US, but living abroad, I am a "chronic pain patient" and opiate addict now... I live in Europe though, I am currently taking subs, was taking methadone, and some H is around....

but Im going back to the US this week to see my Dr. in a few days, and I used to get opana or oxy, I think 40-60 mg and 80 mg a day, respectively. I plan to cold turkey in July, and then after being clean for 2 weeks im going to Peru, to the amazon to take ayahuasca and work on myself, for 2 more weeks, so by the time im back home, ill have been clean for about 5 weeks, then I am going to reasses my pain and hopefully stay off pharmaceuticals. I have detoxed CT many times from OC, not too hard, but getting off sub was toooo hard for me, by the end of day 4 it was getting way worse, unlike my OC detox experience, and Im in school and as I get no pain relief from subs, and I dont like methadone, I am going home to see my Dr so ill have the subs out of my system when im ready to detox in the beginning of July, and I will get more relief from my pain and have a better quality of life while finishing the school semester, and since ill have a real opiate, not sub only, ill stay way clear of any H...

So, with all the new drugs and/or reformulations, I wonder, what should I get from my Dr? dilaudid, oxy, opana? Im thinking oxy or opana. but those OP's....IDK. I have a high tolerance... I remember liking the opanas as well. Any advice would be much appreciated~!! Also, my pain is a muscle/nerve pain, I never sleep well, maybe 7 hours a night ave, max, and I often wake up many times a night, and have trouble falling asleep, as my back/neck/shoulders hurt. When at its worst, my muscles hurt from scalp to feet... Any advice on my upcoming Dr visit, again, is much appreciated! Thanks!!!!

And keep in mind, this is the med Ill be detoxing from, pretty close to CT, though I can go back to my pain management dr to "detox" me. But im sued to cold turkey rather than long drawn out taperings and such... I just get all the supplements and other medications to make it not so bad, then by day 4 its pretty much over...at least it used to be, and then I was taking a lot, maybe 160-240 mg of OC a day, back right before the old formula was changed to OP.

Are the OPs any good? or should I go with the opana or???? Sorry for being redundant ;)
 
Welcome, unfortunately I can't help wit the pain issue as I haven't been in your position before but you should discuss it with your doc honestly. I'm sure if you ask in one of the sub-forums such as Basic Drug Discussion or Other Drugs you'll get good help regarding pain meds. There are many on here who have experience with those.
 
Welcome to BL! Good luck with your detox, if you've done it many times then you already know you can get through it. Have fun in Peru and learn as much as you can about yourself and your surroundings. Taking ayahuasca could definitely help with getting your life straightened out. You don't want to be on those pharmies forever. Maybe for your sleep issue ask your doc for a benzo, that would def help.
 
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