I dissolved 4mg in water and used a micron filter to draw up the solution. And had an extremely bad reaction (keep reading next paragraph) I know its highly frowned upon but my addiction is to the needle so..I don't care, flame me to hell if you want. I know its not the smartest idea its just what I MYSELF have to do in order to help get clean.
I've shot the pills before (yes I used a micron filter) and it worked great. But this was my first time with the strips. So I researched a little on BL and from what I could tell people were just putting them in a spoon with water and waiting 2-3mins for them to dissolve.
I did that and immediately after taking the needle out of my arm I started uncontrollably shaking similar to a seizure, panting so loud it sounded like I was either A. shouting at the top of my lungs or B. having a screaming orgasm -- All the sudden I turned colder than ever before. I ran to my bathroom and looked in the mirror. My pupils were dilated as big as can be (as if I was on a stim or E) and it became hard to breathe. Nobody was home otherwise they would have heard me literally screaming because to be honest I thought I fucked something up and I was dead for sure.
So I continued shaking harder and harder and had incredible chest pains. I was still insanely cold so I turned the shower on full heat and jumped in with all my clothes and shoes (yes..really) on. That should give you an idea of me not caring about anything else but fixing my body temp and hopefully that would stop the shaking.
It lasted for about a solid 7 minutes (no I did not have a stopwatch to get the number 7 I just know it was more than 5 but less than 10). I ran to my room dripping wet still shoes on grabbed my phone to call my mom (retired nurse) and i couldn't read the numbers. My vision was blurry but not terrible. Just enough to not be able to fully see all the detail.
I don't know what in the WORLD happened..if I had a bad reaction or what..but I will never in my life shoot suboxone again...now im back on heroin...good trade off...
The bad reaction could have been from anything..I could have done something stupid or who knows theres a million possibilities. Suboxone is still a wonderful, if not miracle-like drug and I encourage people to use it over methadone any day.
Don't let this post scare you - - Suboxone is still a medicine from the Gods. I think its just karma (read below for karma story otherwise read on!) - Mods if you feel its out-of-place please just delete it - my bad!
I don't know about you guys but I fully believe in karma. And this is how I think karma bit me in the ass...I prayed and prayed on my way to my medical marijuana appointment. I promised if I got the card I would stop doing heroin (after years of use) but I was also planning to taper myself down which when you do 7g a day it takes awhile..I promised myself I wouldn't do it to get high, just to get "well" and the previous night to the suboxone thing I just laid in bed couldn't sleep for the life of me..thinking about a nice big shot! So finally I gave in and shot up at 4am 6am and 8am (I normally spread it out a LOT further but I knew I was getting more at 10am. ) and got high all 3 times(so already broke promise to only use to get well cause i got high then broke another promise by doing it 3 times in a row!! )
So then my 10am connect didn't come thru so I decided to look for more dope later cause I still had a suboxone strip left. So I shot that and well you know what happened..Its karma baby! Do you think it could have been since I had so much H in my system? Thats the only logical answer I could come up with. I've heard of people going into instant WD if they shoot up AFTER taking suboxone but mine was before and my pains were def more than WD symptoms..
I've shot the pills before (yes I used a micron filter) and it worked great. But this was my first time with the strips. So I researched a little on BL and from what I could tell people were just putting them in a spoon with water and waiting 2-3mins for them to dissolve.
I did that and immediately after taking the needle out of my arm I started uncontrollably shaking similar to a seizure, panting so loud it sounded like I was either A. shouting at the top of my lungs or B. having a screaming orgasm -- All the sudden I turned colder than ever before. I ran to my bathroom and looked in the mirror. My pupils were dilated as big as can be (as if I was on a stim or E) and it became hard to breathe. Nobody was home otherwise they would have heard me literally screaming because to be honest I thought I fucked something up and I was dead for sure.
So I continued shaking harder and harder and had incredible chest pains. I was still insanely cold so I turned the shower on full heat and jumped in with all my clothes and shoes (yes..really) on. That should give you an idea of me not caring about anything else but fixing my body temp and hopefully that would stop the shaking.
It lasted for about a solid 7 minutes (no I did not have a stopwatch to get the number 7 I just know it was more than 5 but less than 10). I ran to my room dripping wet still shoes on grabbed my phone to call my mom (retired nurse) and i couldn't read the numbers. My vision was blurry but not terrible. Just enough to not be able to fully see all the detail.
I don't know what in the WORLD happened..if I had a bad reaction or what..but I will never in my life shoot suboxone again...now im back on heroin...good trade off...
The bad reaction could have been from anything..I could have done something stupid or who knows theres a million possibilities. Suboxone is still a wonderful, if not miracle-like drug and I encourage people to use it over methadone any day.
Don't let this post scare you - - Suboxone is still a medicine from the Gods. I think its just karma (read below for karma story otherwise read on!) - Mods if you feel its out-of-place please just delete it - my bad!
I don't know about you guys but I fully believe in karma. And this is how I think karma bit me in the ass...I prayed and prayed on my way to my medical marijuana appointment. I promised if I got the card I would stop doing heroin (after years of use) but I was also planning to taper myself down which when you do 7g a day it takes awhile..I promised myself I wouldn't do it to get high, just to get "well" and the previous night to the suboxone thing I just laid in bed couldn't sleep for the life of me..thinking about a nice big shot! So finally I gave in and shot up at 4am 6am and 8am (I normally spread it out a LOT further but I knew I was getting more at 10am. ) and got high all 3 times(so already broke promise to only use to get well cause i got high then broke another promise by doing it 3 times in a row!! )
So then my 10am connect didn't come thru so I decided to look for more dope later cause I still had a suboxone strip left. So I shot that and well you know what happened..Its karma baby! Do you think it could have been since I had so much H in my system? Thats the only logical answer I could come up with. I've heard of people going into instant WD if they shoot up AFTER taking suboxone but mine was before and my pains were def more than WD symptoms..
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