birdcatcher
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Dec 27, 2012
- Messages
- 11
Interesting site we have here with an incredible amount of info. I feel all warm and cozy, like I’m among friends. Another related site I have been on for some years is chicken shit compared to this. I'm here to increase my education on Bupe and to try ways to stretch my script since I lost my insurance and also gain some knowledge for a transition attempt in the future. I have done a bunch of searches and am recently experiencing some success with increased BA and potentiaters. wooohooo!!!
Brief background, life long addict of one substance or another. been on subs for 3+ years and it pacifies the beast. taking 3-4mg/day sublingually for the last year +. doc wont go above 3 (pushing for 2 and says she will leave me alone there
). I dont ever take/need more than 4/day. I cant afford to risk relapsing so I will continue on the subs until something revolutionary happens. Its all good (mostly) life has been productive since starting the subs. unfortunately this is how my month goes... prescribed 3mg/day then take 3-4/day for the first week or 2 then 3 for a week then down to 2 or less for the last week. 2 or less starts to be troublesome. this is the best I can do. I'm in my early 40's and addiction is fully embedded. no "poor me" its all about maintaining and all will be well.
I do ultimately have a plan to exit Subs. I will be giving Ibogaine a go but I have to get down to a pretty low dose of bupe then jump on a SAO like poppy pods for 4-5 months until the bupe is completely purged. at that point I can proceed with the Iboga and hope that it can have a positive impact on my addiction spiritually and neurologically. Its my last hope. if that fails I will probably have to go back to the bupe. anyway. thanks for having me
Brief background, life long addict of one substance or another. been on subs for 3+ years and it pacifies the beast. taking 3-4mg/day sublingually for the last year +. doc wont go above 3 (pushing for 2 and says she will leave me alone there
). I dont ever take/need more than 4/day. I cant afford to risk relapsing so I will continue on the subs until something revolutionary happens. Its all good (mostly) life has been productive since starting the subs. unfortunately this is how my month goes... prescribed 3mg/day then take 3-4/day for the first week or 2 then 3 for a week then down to 2 or less for the last week. 2 or less starts to be troublesome. this is the best I can do. I'm in my early 40's and addiction is fully embedded. no "poor me" its all about maintaining and all will be well. I do ultimately have a plan to exit Subs. I will be giving Ibogaine a go but I have to get down to a pretty low dose of bupe then jump on a SAO like poppy pods for 4-5 months until the bupe is completely purged. at that point I can proceed with the Iboga and hope that it can have a positive impact on my addiction spiritually and neurologically. Its my last hope. if that fails I will probably have to go back to the bupe. anyway. thanks for having me
