MDPV_Psychosis
Bluelighter
Hello bluelight.
I am not a new member to bluelight as I have been lurking and occasionally posting here under another name now for several years. Due to privacy reasons (personal life reasons - nothing to do with my online identity) I've decided to change my name... this gives me a chance to start my online identity all over.
I've been a drug enthusiast for well over 16 years. I smoked weed daily for many years and then moved onto psychedelics, opiates, stimulants and empathogens. I no longer smoke weed as it causes sever anxiety but I still trip every once in a great while as a way to gain insight and/or reboot my brain.
In 2003 I started using opiates and before I knew it I was a regular user of whatever opiate I could find. I continued using until about a year and a half ago when I finally decided to start suboxone treatment. I started at 16mg a day and quickly tapered down to 4mg. Now I'm at 2mg a day and all I can say is that I am happy to be stable and alive. I haven't ingested a single opiate in any shape or form since starting suboxone and I doubt ill ever go back.
I spent the last four years studying and experimenting with just about any research chemical I could. I've experimented with way more chemicals than I care to mention. My favorite, by far, would have to be mdpv. I enjoy vaporizing mdpv more than I should admit. My love affair with mdpv started 4 years ago and while it has caused much heartache in the form of psychological addiction, I still love it and continue to use it sparingly these days. I've learned how to be as careful as one can be with mdpv and I like to think I've got it under control... usually.
My other favorite rc's would have to be (in order) methylone, alpha-pvp, 2c-d and 2c-b. I'm about to try desoxypipradrol and mdai... not expecting either one to be all that great but who knows.
In my free time I enjoy riding my bmx bike around town and I also enjoy working on and repairing electronic devices as I have been studying and working in the field of electronics now for over 15 years.
That about does it... I hope to get to know some of you around the boards as I will be posting in basic drugs, advanced drugs, other drugs, psychedelic drugs as well as trip reports.
Thanks.
I am not a new member to bluelight as I have been lurking and occasionally posting here under another name now for several years. Due to privacy reasons (personal life reasons - nothing to do with my online identity) I've decided to change my name... this gives me a chance to start my online identity all over.
I've been a drug enthusiast for well over 16 years. I smoked weed daily for many years and then moved onto psychedelics, opiates, stimulants and empathogens. I no longer smoke weed as it causes sever anxiety but I still trip every once in a great while as a way to gain insight and/or reboot my brain.
In 2003 I started using opiates and before I knew it I was a regular user of whatever opiate I could find. I continued using until about a year and a half ago when I finally decided to start suboxone treatment. I started at 16mg a day and quickly tapered down to 4mg. Now I'm at 2mg a day and all I can say is that I am happy to be stable and alive. I haven't ingested a single opiate in any shape or form since starting suboxone and I doubt ill ever go back.
I spent the last four years studying and experimenting with just about any research chemical I could. I've experimented with way more chemicals than I care to mention. My favorite, by far, would have to be mdpv. I enjoy vaporizing mdpv more than I should admit. My love affair with mdpv started 4 years ago and while it has caused much heartache in the form of psychological addiction, I still love it and continue to use it sparingly these days. I've learned how to be as careful as one can be with mdpv and I like to think I've got it under control... usually.
My other favorite rc's would have to be (in order) methylone, alpha-pvp, 2c-d and 2c-b. I'm about to try desoxypipradrol and mdai... not expecting either one to be all that great but who knows.
In my free time I enjoy riding my bmx bike around town and I also enjoy working on and repairing electronic devices as I have been studying and working in the field of electronics now for over 15 years.
That about does it... I hope to get to know some of you around the boards as I will be posting in basic drugs, advanced drugs, other drugs, psychedelic drugs as well as trip reports.
Thanks.
