Well unfortunately i cannot give an uncontaminated (not sure if thats the most appropraite word but my heads a bit fried) report on Ethylphenidate, as my planned quiet night of o-dt and lager ended up turning into an MDPV all nighter. (Should have known i wouldnt be able to resist that once the idea cropped up in my head). So got no sleep, plus took 2 etizolams thismorning to eliminate the Peeve comedown. Definately not expecting to get the best out of it under these conditions & obviously not the fairest of starting points to test a new product. Probably not the most useful of reports either as most people wont be taking their EPDT under these circumstances for the first time. But hopefully you will nevertheless agree that there is a point to all this. If nothing else it should show the stuff acts as a very effective pick me up, should you ever need one after missing a nights sleep.
Background - Havent slept since Thursday night. Took 2 etizolams on an empty stomach @ 9:30 this morning to put an end to the fiendish PV session. Felt the effect of them quite strongly due to the empty stomach, but still felt that i was in a state of limbo, neither fully awake nor able to sleep, but i decide to stay awake until tonight to keep to a regular sleep pattern. Having flushed my remaining PV once again due to the out of control nature of the session, i decide to see what this EPDT can do.
Bombed 100 mg about 10.30 thismorning. Still on an empty stomach - hadnt eaten a thing for at least 12 hours. So was expecting the effects to come on quick and strong. Feel a slight mental lift after about an hour. Able to do a bit of reading atleast. Eat some yoghurt followed by tinned salmon, with a nice cup of tea. (Not my usual brekfast but had no milk or bread and too fucked to go to the shop). Feeling better after that. Forgot to record the time of my next EPDT bomb but i think it was around 12:00 pm. I took 150 mg this time. Feeling pretty good right now. Much better than i would have done had i continued the PV session. Although it has taken me a long time to write my last 2 posts i made on here, the EPDT has definately given me the focus and energy to do what i would have lacked otherwise.
Even in my run down state the EPDT has shown itself to be a good productivity enhancer, plus theres also a feel good factor there. I also feel calm & in control though cant be sure if thats due to the etizolams. Obviously the results would have been much better had i trialled the product in a fresh state.
I think its a good one. I gave it a pretty tough test i think. Its actually doing a better job than 4mec (which is my reserve product to see me through days like this) i would say, in terms of feeling good and productive. The stuff is performing well under these circumstances. Had i carried on peeving or 4meccing i'd be doing something non productive whilst deep down feeling miserable at the same time. With EPDT i'm feeling quite good 'considering'. Slightly jittery though and have a tremor, heart rate 98 bpm, but that could still be due to the PV stimulation lingering on....