21/12/10 t=0=7:27pm
300mg; Oral, empty stomach
t=0 dissolved in 100mls orange juice and 100mls hot water, sweetened with ~5g sugar. Foul bitter chemical taste still pollutes drink, although no gagging. Taste: 4/10 diluted, perhaps 3 or even 2 pure.
t=0.5 After eating half a pizza and some milk, I notice a pleasant drunken disorientation.
t=40 minutes I feel happy, a beaming smile spread across my face with amusement that I am finding it hard to recall what I was intending to do.
t=45 minor nausea, considerable disorientation. The experience is almost overwhelming, although I feel that without the nausea it would be very manageable. It is somewhat hard to type and I feel slow. Considerable waves of warmth and still nausea. Time appears to be moving slowly. There is a definite psychedelic headspace. I find myself wishing I had take less.
t=50 there is still some nausea. I had been watching a film for about five minutes and was annoyed by the constant echo. Wehn I minimized it, I find that there are two windows playing it. I decide that I am not finding it particularly hard to type, indeed, I seem as fast as normal, but that it is hard to move the focus of my eyes from the keyboard to the screen. I resolve not to check my spelling for the duration.
My head is itchy, and itching it brings only very temporary reflief before it comes back worse. [ignoring and forgetting about it causes it to stop]
Upon atanding up I feel very light and pleasant. Smiling is easy, but i have no trouble not smailing. My head feels very "tingly". The nausea is still troubling. i wish to belch to relieve it, but am unable to try hard for fear of vomiting.
t=1:10 When I stop watching the film I find my head once again itchy and i remember the nausea. I am very happy, and time is definiotely passing slowly. when walking around i feel very light and somewhat unsteady. My head feels very heavy.
[subject reports feeling very sociable and wishes there was someone to talk to]
t=1.5 After belching relieves nausea, i feel much better an more in control. I am surprised to be feeling very socialble.
When I close my eyes and lean back in my seat I appear to be spinning anticlockwise. It is hard to move my focus from one place to another, but not too hard to read. mild jaw tension is noticed
t=1:30 the experience definitely appears to be moving in waves.
t=1:45 itchiness still present, feeling good, dance music is enjoyable and subject us observed to be dancing and enjoying moving. Dizziness is enjoyable. Although the room is below 15 degrees, my hands and feet are not cold.
t=1:50 enjoying dancing. all my troubles seem so far away. absolutely no regrets of taking this much.
t=2 I am dancing not because I have energy to release, but because I am really enjoying the music.
t=2:10 my perception of time is most peculiar, it feels although time is moving quickly, and i do not want the experience to end, but when I look at the clock time might have moved only a little, or a lot. It feels like a long time since dosing.
t=2:20pm evacuated bowels as normal. . I have no doubt that it was cold outside of my room (as it is the only heated one in the house,) but i did not feel the cold when disrobed. it seems i can feel hot but not cold [subject reports flatulence and mild bowel disturbances since the early stages. these continue until t=4. Also of note is a difficulty performing mental maths.]
t=[subject watches a film . decides to do so in bed, although cold is not felt, warmth is desired. until about t=4.5. phone rings at about t=3, subject is very involved in film and appears to forget feet are wrapped in blanket. resulting confusion causes difficulty leaving bed. subject rejects call and returns to bed]
t=5 despite feeling quite sober during a phone conversation, upon getting up, perception is still noticeably distorted. [subject goes to sleep and reports only minor difficulties sleeping. sleep is normal. noticeable mood elevation]
t=15 subject awakens and feels fine
t=16 altered perception still noticeable, but not a problem, almost enjoyable.
[Through the experience there is a numbness in the lips, considerable perceptual disturbance and heavy-headedness after nausea faded it did not return. it seems as though the baseline of happiness is not raised, but rather it is hard to feel negative things and thoughts. cold was not felt, but warmth was, similarly negative thoughts did not come easily but happy ones did, smiling was easy but there was no random happiness.] overall, the experience is very enjoyable.
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