(yes I posted this elsewhere

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Awesome!
an honor to be part of BL guys! I always had the utmost respect for it especially my favorite: PD :D
It's at the same time cozy, social and playful as well as serious, sophisticated and dare I say expert! Now I can contribute to that even more which is really cool.
I'm a 24 old chemistry semi-flunkee, at the moment I'm working in IT, within a month I will be 'promoted' to system administrator, very synchronised lol! Next year if I can manage financially etc I will give one last but most serious try finishing chemistry at the university. I have a lot of affinity for psychedelic chemicals (well DUH

) sometimes making them myself - well only the reasonably simple processes thusfar.
But I'm also cutting back at the moment, I've had short problematic episodes with alprazolam, GHB and ketamine but all of them turned around reasonably quickly

though I have smoked weed for years. All of that I'm getting past now and it probably also means tripping not all the time. I still will every 1-2 months or so but I'm making it more special as it should be. An important reason for me to make this decision is my body explicitly telling me it's enough and my mind also folded under the pressure more often in the last month than in the previous year or something. I need to rearrange my life and rest in a peaceful interlude before I can act out again, if need be
So yeah that's a bit and piece of me, hopefully I'll see what you guys about sometime as well!