Paris1559
Greenlighter
I've always had my bout with cocaine use for many years off and on. Never been in rehab have always kicked it myself. Recently I've been using almost daily for a few months $40 bag. Taking a couple days off here and to see if I could, then I crossed paths with meth. For some reason it doesn't work the same on me. I snorted it for close to a week about .3-.4 a day it gave me more of an opiate type high. Then the last couple days I ate it which was a different high more euphoric then speedy. The first couple lines are speedy. Is it because I've been using so much coke?.... After a weeks use of meth would I be addicted. I stayed hydrated and did eat some and was in bed by 10 every night. I didn't do any today. I'm just tired and rested. I do want more but will have to try to get this in check and look at the risk. I could see doing it a few days at a time every few weeks as a dietary supplement. Should I just bump occasionally to wean off? There is some downstairs but I haven't used it. If I could just ingest it occasionally that would be good. All the horror stories scare me but I've always moderated my self but coke. What are thoughts.. Am I fucked...
