traumerei
Greenlighter
hello all
i've been reading threads on this website for years on how to correctly and safely administer certain drugs. i'm on subutex now, and not on heroin anymore. i was (technically will always be) a junkie for 5 years. i learned so much about myself, and i don't regret the experience. i grew so much from it and got to experience life in a way that most people never even get close to. drugs will always be a part of my life in some form or another, and that's something that i've got to come to grips with. i've always been attracted to the darker side of life. i've been able to find outlets where i can express that side. i'm avidly involved in the DC rope and fetish/kink scene and i love all of the people i've met through sex and fetishes (feel free to message me if you have any questions/are curious about this part of life. i've found it easier to talk to someone who is NOT judgemental, and i definitely don't judge. that's not my place). i'm obsessed with death and destruction and i love heavy metal. i love classical as well, for without classical there would be no basis for music that exists today (if you can honestly even call what you hear on the radio today 'music'...).
i'm a violinist, been playing for 16 years. i'd like to consider myself an equestrian, however i have not had the chance to ride nearly as much as i would like to. i'm an artist. i play guitar, viola, and mandolin as well. i'm teaching myself how to play banjo and piano (which i played when i was 3 til i was 7, then violin took over my life at 9).
i'm also a large dog obedience trainer and show handler. i attended the Westminster Dog Show which was so much fucking fun!! i own a rhodesian ridgeback and a belgian malinois and i love them both so much. i'm definitely a dog person, i have to say hello to every dog i see. my boxer just recently passed away, which sucked. i also own my own company which owns and subcontracts canines that are trained to sniff out bedbugs to pest control companies and local/east coast businesses that need our services.. it's a very exciting (and sometimes disgusting) field. but it brings in the money plus i love what i do so i can't complain.
i'm hoping to provide some advice for people on this site, meet new friends, and read new, helpful -- perhaps insightful -- information. i've always found the answers i'd be searching for on this site, so i thought that i'd finally join and possibly contribute to the banter and infinite topics of conversation found here.
anyone who feels like talking or maybe who have a common interest with me, please don't hesitate to send a message! i love reading new mail. i've got nothing but time now that i'm in school and not working full time anymore.
that was quite the introduction.. thanks for reading, if you got this far =)
**traumerei
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