New member, experienced user with all keep nods of problems

[Z1e5d9i0k]

Been reading the forum through Google search for a year. Tried about everything there is. I hate my life and what drugs have done to me but I continue to chip away for now. Have long periods of sobriety broken up by major chaotic collapse. Love to share more if anyone cares. Can't even get the title of my thread correct cause this stupid iPad autocorrect

 

[¿DefinitelyMaybe?]

Hello Z! I have also been reading the forums for a very very long time but just joined myself. There are so many great people here that are willing to help, feel free to share!