Hi all! I have been a frequent visitor to bluelight for almost a year now. Finally decided I want to get involved in conversations. A little about me, I have ADHD, I use drugs to self medicate, as well as to have a little fun 
Lately though I have started thinking I might need to cut back a bit cause I don't feel as in control of my use ![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
I have a rule of no hard drugs (meth, heroine etc.) but I broke that rule and I'm thinking this is the right sort of community to talk to people with similar experiences. That's me in a nutshell I guess.
Lately though I have started thinking I might need to cut back a bit cause I don't feel as in control of my use I have a rule of no hard drugs (meth, heroine etc.) but I broke that rule and I'm thinking this is the right sort of community to talk to people with similar experiences. That's me in a nutshell I guess.
