Tonight I was outside smoking a cig when it really did start to dawn on me how good life is starting to finally get. I had been off junk before many times for various periods but I think now looking back what made it so hard to stay clean is that nothing was changing while I was clean so I figured why not use if shit's going to stay the same. But this time it's different. I got a call about that job on wed and I got it. I start on Monday and I can't fucking wait. I'm way stoked to start working. I am a little worried about a drug test, but I don't think she would have hired me on if they were going to test me. I just remember it saying on the app that they might drug test you so I'm guessing that means they don't test all employee's unless you give them reason to which fuck...if my interview took four hours I think they got a damn good enough impression.
Tonight I chilled with my little bro over my grandparents where I stay. The kid never stays the night here and I was teaching him how to design and draw tattoo's in his sketch book I got him as a project for me and him to spend time together. I told him he should just stay the night and we will do some other shit and chill. He said he wanted too and he could as long as I got him home before noon tomorrow because he has two football games he needs to be at. So we went and ate dinner, had some ice cream and rented the new X-men flick which honestly was very disappointing. I would not recommend it and I didn't think it was even worth the $1.08 rental it was.
Now as 3:00 A.M. arrives I need to get some sleep so goodnight BL. My next post should be sometime after Monday where I'll talk about how my first day on the job went.
Tonight I chilled with my little bro over my grandparents where I stay. The kid never stays the night here and I was teaching him how to design and draw tattoo's in his sketch book I got him as a project for me and him to spend time together. I told him he should just stay the night and we will do some other shit and chill. He said he wanted too and he could as long as I got him home before noon tomorrow because he has two football games he needs to be at. So we went and ate dinner, had some ice cream and rented the new X-men flick which honestly was very disappointing. I would not recommend it and I didn't think it was even worth the $1.08 rental it was.
Now as 3:00 A.M. arrives I need to get some sleep so goodnight BL. My next post should be sometime after Monday where I'll talk about how my first day on the job went.
