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TestOfSanity

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Greeting from the northeast US. I've been cruising these boards for awhile, and decided to join. My first post is a trip report on 45mg's of 2c-i. I'm in my twenties, and have been loving psychedelic's for over 10 years. My drug experience includes LSD, shrooms, ketamine, mdma, mda, heroin(and just about every opiate you can think of), cocaine, crystal meth, 2c-b, 2c-e, 2c-i, salvia, lsa, pcp, and probably a few more I can't think of at the moment. I've been a heavy cannabis user for years, but I'm thinking about giving it up. Recently smoking it seems more like a chore, than a relaxing time.

For a few years, I was addicted to heroin and other opiates. I was able to overcome this, with buprenorphine for the wd, and meditation for the mental cravings. Still when I wake up, and I'm not feeling good, the first thing that pops into my mind is, go get pills or some bags, and you will feel better. But it makes me feel great, that I am able to ignore this.

LSD is my favorite, by far. I enjoy the body feeling, of a lot of psych drugs, better than the rush of iv-ing heroin. But, I also love PEA's for the great sex you can have on them. I feel better today than I ever have, but I still worry, about the harm I did to myself from heavy opiate abuse.

I think this forum is great, and i'm glad it is here. Thanks for reading.:)
 
Great Intro...now go and get your Bluelight on!

Thanks for sharing! WELCOME! you will definitely benefit from so many forums here-and I can tell your contributions will be an asset.
Here are a few links to threads I think you will dig.
[URL="http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/forumdisplay.php?f=48"]Psychedelic Drugs

Cannabis Discussion

Trip Reports

Other Drugs

The Dark Side

Those are just to get you started. read up on the posting guidelines within each forum and sub-forums.AND take a few minutes to check out the BLUA and FAQ and you will find navigating through this amazing site a bit easier.;)

If you have questions,PM a MOD. They are ALL awesome and happy to help in anyway. I am not a MOD but you can reply to this post if you want to chat or ask questions.
Hope to see you around. You are in the right place!

much peace and love.............skillz<3
 
Swerlz said:
Welcome to Bluelight :)

What made you finally join after lurking for so long??
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Well, I've been without my own personal computer for months. I still get on the internet everyday, so I was gonna wait until I get a new pc, which is hard since I lost my job due to "outsourcing". So I decided to join anyway.:)
 
Welcome Test! I agree w you about ur love of lsd. It is a great tool for introspective thinking and dancing and music festivals(for me at least) we dont get very good doses in oklahoma but I travel alot and come across some really heady stuff and its always a treat when I do. Do you go to any music festivals? Ill be traveling all summer and am trying to find some other folks on here that are show go-ers! welcome again!
 
TestOfSanity said:
i will change it so there is no confusion :)
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Hahaha!

That's awesome - I never got to see the same avatar but that's cool nonetheless. :)

Welcome to Bluelight - feel free to PM me if you have any questions about anything.

Lastly - I have a question for you, did you enjoy PCP when comparing it as an experience, to ketamine?

I have only tried ketamine, and I don't believe I have tried many other NMDA antagonists.
 
^^^I'm sorry, I didn't see this until today. I have much more experience with PCP than ketamine. PCP, was always enjoyable to me, but I never over did it. It makes me feel like I have no feet, and I'm just floating around 10 feet above everyone else, definite numbing effect. On higher "doses" it definitely puts me on edge, but I've never felt the need to strip down naked, and challenge everyone to a fight. The stronger the dose, the stronger the mindfuck. One guy I know, took one to many drags off a dipped cig. he locked his car, through the keys in, and shut the door. He had this crazy idea to walk home, 20+ miles. I guess its not so bad, because he couldn't drive.

I only have 2 experiences with ketamine. The first time, I unknowingly snorted some pills, that were supposed to be "ecstasy", turns out they were ketamine and some kind of cutter/filler. It burned pretty bad, and I knew fairly quickly something wasn't right. I felt like the part in Fear and Loathing, when they huff the ether. I could see myself, acting like a drunk, uncoordinated idiot, but I couldn't help it. But honestly, I was disappointed when it was over. The second time, I knew what I was doing, and I was very relaxed. I really can't say how much I did, but it was much, much stronger than before. I stayed relaxed in a recliner for the entire experience. It got intense, and at one point I couldn't make out anybody's faces unless they were talking. This has happened to me on days when I got out of hand with the opiates, it's weird. Through the whole exprience, I had a very calm feeling, and my thinking remained sharp.

All in all, I like both. The ketamine episodes, happened after the PCP and I think I would like ketamine more, but I just haven't had a chance to try it again, and explore it. PCP is great, at least to me, as long as you don't over do it.
 
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