nickzman
Greenlighter
Hey guys, just wanted to greet you all.
I'm 18 and male, I was adopted from Yekaterinburg Russia from a young age. Had a good life growing up, first experimented with alcohol at age 14 and went on the next four years to try a whole plethora of various psychoactive substances. I'll just make a list: cannabis, (had my medical marijuana card so I've had the privilege of trying countless strains) alcohol, alprazolam, phenibut, gabapentin, dextromethorphan, LSA, Adderall, Ritalin, hydrocodone, oxycodone, heroin, methamphetamine, crack, cocaine, propylhexedrine, diphenhydramine, and phentermine. I have a highly addictive personality and a few choice substances (namedly alcohol, dextromethorphan and cannabis) have been my main drugs of choice, due to availability and affordability. I always hated dealers so my experience with most illegal substances have been through friends. Been to rehab 5 times, it's been a struggle but I've finally been able to string together sobriety with the help of an AA sponsor. I currently do not use anything beyond nicotine, caffeine, and my multiple psychiatric medications. (Effexor, seroquel, propranolol, and hydroxyzine) Psychopharmacology is still very much a huge fascination of mine and I could spend hours reading info about the pharmacology of various drugs.
I guess I'll get a little more personal, I grew up in Washington DC, I have borderline personality disorder, I'm female-to-male transsexual (Started transitioning when I was 15), I also love aviation and planes.
Am excited to be apart of the Bluelight community, it's awesome to meet you guys!
I'm 18 and male, I was adopted from Yekaterinburg Russia from a young age. Had a good life growing up, first experimented with alcohol at age 14 and went on the next four years to try a whole plethora of various psychoactive substances. I'll just make a list: cannabis, (had my medical marijuana card so I've had the privilege of trying countless strains) alcohol, alprazolam, phenibut, gabapentin, dextromethorphan, LSA, Adderall, Ritalin, hydrocodone, oxycodone, heroin, methamphetamine, crack, cocaine, propylhexedrine, diphenhydramine, and phentermine. I have a highly addictive personality and a few choice substances (namedly alcohol, dextromethorphan and cannabis) have been my main drugs of choice, due to availability and affordability. I always hated dealers so my experience with most illegal substances have been through friends. Been to rehab 5 times, it's been a struggle but I've finally been able to string together sobriety with the help of an AA sponsor. I currently do not use anything beyond nicotine, caffeine, and my multiple psychiatric medications. (Effexor, seroquel, propranolol, and hydroxyzine) Psychopharmacology is still very much a huge fascination of mine and I could spend hours reading info about the pharmacology of various drugs.
I guess I'll get a little more personal, I grew up in Washington DC, I have borderline personality disorder, I'm female-to-male transsexual (Started transitioning when I was 15), I also love aviation and planes.
Am excited to be apart of the Bluelight community, it's awesome to meet you guys!
