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diamondsandguns

diamondsandguns

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recovered heroin addict of 8 years

currently experimenting with RCs after adderal off the street got to be too much

ask me if you got any questions, or lemme know if you're from the CT area!
 
after finally getting through this, i'm working my ass off to go to college finally )forensic psychology)

i used to game and read but my adhd dampers that

i like to go to punk shows and raves, have a few drinks, whatever
 
i've always wanted to go to school but just could never be in the right circumstances.

i honestly don't know about them much but i gotta order some asap!

i took adderal to counteract my fatigue and keep me energetic and friendly, and i work in a bakery so i gotta have appetite supression
i was told to check out MDPV and did, i thought it was great and went to reorder but the site is "under construction" and i was asking around about other US legit sites and people were telling me to try something else, that MDPV isnt' the best choice. but if i can find it tonight i'll get that while i research the others more

i loved that just a little bit of it before i left home did it for me all shift and i wasn't high as a kite and its so inexpensive...

something euphoric in the future might be nice to play with but for now this is all business haha
 
Yeah MDPV is on its way out(illegal) in the states. Along with many RC's that are proposed in the new bans..don't you just love our government? It took me awhile to finish school but now I just wish I could have gotten into grad school.
 
i hate salvia lol but man i need to get something ordered tonight! i have to save for school and i can't even drive when i get up for work! i have adhd that no one will treat and i gotta look at baked goods all day!
 
Man you need a new doctor man....why won't they treat your ADD? They can't tell you how you feel....if you can't concentrate you can't concentrate. Find a new doctor that understands things...
 
problem is i'm a recovering opiate addict which makes them all not believe that i truly need it. tell me how if i was addicted to feeling numb and sleeping off life i would be scamming for stims? this has been a problem since i was diagnosed, bc back then i had shitty drs
 
I was just reading your post about Adderal. I am having a similiar problem. I know, I have ADHD, and I left it untreated. I started going for treatment anda group for my on and off problem with H. I've always been so honest about using H. Whenever, I met with my Pysch, I tell him, I need something to treat my ADHD, and he gave me a prescription for something, that did not have an effect on me. HE basically said, he will not give me adderal because I have a problem with H. Basically, I got into H because it was a great way for me to fall asleep, and ofcourse it makes me feel good. But, I've never abused pills. That pisses me off. Anyway, welcome to Blue light if you are new....
 
diamondsandguns said:
after finally getting through this, i'm working my ass off to go to college finally )forensic psychology)

i used to game and read but my adhd dampers that

i like to go to punk shows and raves, have a few drinks, whatever
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My ADHD dampers everything but it's no problem! :)

I loved reading Ayn Rand's Atlas Shrugged.

But for video games you HAVE to check out Half Life. Have you ever played this?

orangeclock said:
I was just reading your post about Adderal. I am having a similiar problem. I know, I have ADHD, and I left it untreated. I started going for treatment anda group for my on and off problem with H. I've always been so honest about using H. Whenever, I met with my Pysch, I tell him, I need something to treat my ADHD, and he gave me a prescription for something, that did not have an effect on me. HE basically said, he will not give me adderal because I have a problem with H. Basically, I got into H because it was a great way for me to fall asleep, and ofcourse it makes me feel good. But, I've never abused pills. That pisses me off. Anyway, welcome to Blue light if you are new....
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Drug abuse is common with ADHD patients. Check out my thread about it here.

Just go to another doctor, and don't mention drug abuse. This is why I didn't mention my heroin addiction with the doctors, I just knew they'd find it to be a reason why they shouldn't give me medication, when I already knew I don't find amphetamines to be addictive. :|
 
they do in fairfield county. i only personally know one person from either new haven or windham county who was prescribed it.
 
Hey I'm from ct! I know lots of peps scripted add meds including my sister but NO ONE will part with them! I'm in the Fairfield/new haven county area. On the line of it. Diamonds, I've been looking for some peps in the ct area I can connect with. I'm back on subs again. But am looking to try rc's. I need me some uppers. In a bad way. But not so much for recreational use. More to be more productive in daily life. You can pm me and my email is on my thing too if u can't pm yet. I'm female by the way so I'm looking for other females to connect with. I haven't done heroin in quite some time either. Just the ocational opiate here and there. That's about it. Hit me up soon!
~lindsey
 
also it is a tendency of the ERs to assume everyone is on drugs and trying to scam drugs. when i was way younger, (had only recently just tried coke ), i went to the ER with severe chest pain and referred pain to my lower back, every time i took a breath or spoke( i have a high pain tolerance and even a slight affinity for it, and to this day thats the only time i've hit a 10 on the 'scale of 1 to 10' pain assessment), and for 6 hours they refused to treat me until i would "admit how much meth i did" and "tell them how long i;ve been pregnant" (i was a virgin still o.O and i know now that my town has never had a meth problem.), and got lectured about the dangers of teen pregnancy, crystal meth, and crystal meth on fetuses. then they finally ran the urine sample and realized my pulse was so fast and i was in so much pain because of a legitimate and serious reason (never mind that if i WAS pregnant and on meth, i could have been having a heart attack for 2)
 
diamondsandguns said:
also it is a tendency of the ERs to assume everyone is on drugs and trying to scam drugs. when i was way younger, (had only recently just tried coke ), i went to the ER with severe chest pain and referred pain to my lower back, every time i took a breath or spoke( i have a high pain tolerance and even a slight affinity for it, and to this day thats the only time i've hit a 10 on the 'scale of 1 to 10' pain assessment), and for 6 hours they refused to treat me until i would "admit how much meth i did" and "tell them how long i;ve been pregnant" (i was a virgin still o.O and i know now that my town has never had a meth problem.), and got lectured about the dangers of teen pregnancy, crystal meth, and crystal meth on fetuses. then they finally ran the urine sample and realized my pulse was so fast and i was in so much pain because of a legitimate and serious reason (never mind that if i WAS pregnant and on meth, i could have been having a heart attack for 2)
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Wow, that is exactly what it is like here, except they just assume you're on opiates, not meth, and they didn't give me shit for extreme pain (10 on the pain scale). :|

I am so sorry you had a similar experience at an ER.
 
they guessed meth because my pulse and BP were so high and over the course of 6 hours did not go down. i literally was holding myself. once after they finally realized i was legitimately in that much pain, they had no idea what was wrong or how to treat it so they came in and MAINLINED i huge morphine shot. i'm an EMT now and i've never heard of another hospital doing that, normally you get a drip if you get anything. now after 6 hours of fighting with them, getting that rush.... well that brings me here today.
 
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