New guy from the Netherlands

[Cheesecake2000]

Hi, i am 36 years old. Started smoking nicotine when i was 21. Cannabis when i was 24. Smoked Cannabis on a daily basis from 26 to 35. Experimented with mushrooms, XTC and MDMA. Been in a clinic (6 weeks, multi-disciplinary treatment) to get of the cannabis and treat my burnout symptoms. Had a burnout for 2 years.

Back to full time working now as a SAP consultant. Stopped smoking cannabis, apart from 2/3 times a month (during weekends).

Tried Cocaine with a low frequency, 100% combined with sexual addiction and porn. Used to do this 2/3 times a year, now 2 times a month (2 gram coke bing in a weekend while wanking and watching porn).

Had a lung collapse last friday and got a surgery for it. Have to stop smoking nicotine and cannabis according to my doctor as this accelerates another lung collapse.

Registered here to suck up knowledge, try to help people and get some help myself.

 

[Charles Ferdinand]

Hey man! welcome to bluelight!
I hope you'll get better real soon, just stop the fucking cigs (for a while at least)
You're young and you'll be just like new in a couple months.
I've been a bluelighter for quite some time now (joined 2009)
Started using drugs (alcohol, then, and ever since, meds prescribed by my pdoc) when I was 18 for Generalized Anxiety Disorder. I'm 24 now and still struggling.
Feel free to contact me if you need someone to show you around, introduce you to some other members or if you just wanna talk or need help of any kind.
I am a systems & computers engineer, recently graduated, and I don't know what else to tell you, but you can ask me anything you want.

Greetings from Mexico!

 

[Cheesecake2000]

Thanks for your warm message m8.

 

[spyhunter2]

Sounds like you are wanting to change you life. Congrats! this site is great for support, I recently quit smoking cigs and Heroin, for more info look at my new member intro. Anyway welcome to bluelight!

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Welcome to Bluelight!