Hey guys i'm Colin, from the Austin, TX area (hopefully thats safe to post?) iv'e been looking at this site for the past few hours and decided its a good idea to join. Iv'e never really dipped that deep into drugs cause my Mom did speed/twack and kind of ruined my my childhood/adolescent years but thats life (age10-15). As i avoided drugs most of my life because of it i haven't experienced with much, and had a fear of turning out like her (sad to say) but the first hard drug was, what do you know. speed/meth. On my 17th birthday. That was my "gateway" drug or how everyone puts it. Iv'e only done it 4-6 times through a 2 year span. Never stayed up more than 2 days ( i think ) from when i started it.
Honestly I loved it, I can see from my moms perspective why she loved it but not why she abused it. I know that i have an addictive personality like her but she didn't see how to just "have fun" and not make it a lifestyle. I know the addictive properties and the comedown, but after a few days of having it i don't crave it anymore which is nice. ( and these are hard craves to fight sometimes) It'd be different if she was productive on it like "id say most" are. But i personally don't know the effects of long term use, That shits expensive lol.
Past my problems, (i rant i know) My current drug of choice right now is Drone, probably gunna be pursuing info on that. Use it on weekends mainly with friends most of the time. Like it cause the comedown is'ant "all" that bad compared to most. Hard to come by in the states though (TX especially)
Anyhow iv'e tried Shrooms (once) - Pot(occasionally) - Speed(4-6 times) - Coke (once, one little line and it was baddd lol) - A few pills (1 bar / vicodin/hydrocodones - plenty) and i'm prescribed low dose adderall xr's for my mild/severe ADD. (just recently started excepting med's for it when iv'e been diagnosed for 10 yrs already).
I'm "on it/rolling" right now (drone) thats why i'm making this a long post lol, talking is my thing i guess. But if you read all of this thank you. Hopefully ill find all the info i need on here and what to try and stay away from! And maybe ill be able to give a little advice myself
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Honestly I loved it, I can see from my moms perspective why she loved it but not why she abused it. I know that i have an addictive personality like her but she didn't see how to just "have fun" and not make it a lifestyle. I know the addictive properties and the comedown, but after a few days of having it i don't crave it anymore which is nice. ( and these are hard craves to fight sometimes) It'd be different if she was productive on it like "id say most" are. But i personally don't know the effects of long term use, That shits expensive lol.
Past my problems, (i rant i know) My current drug of choice right now is Drone, probably gunna be pursuing info on that. Use it on weekends mainly with friends most of the time. Like it cause the comedown is'ant "all" that bad compared to most. Hard to come by in the states though (TX especially)
Anyhow iv'e tried Shrooms (once) - Pot(occasionally) - Speed(4-6 times) - Coke (once, one little line and it was baddd lol) - A few pills (1 bar / vicodin/hydrocodones - plenty) and i'm prescribed low dose adderall xr's for my mild/severe ADD. (just recently started excepting med's for it when iv'e been diagnosed for 10 yrs already).
I'm "on it/rolling" right now (drone) thats why i'm making this a long post lol, talking is my thing i guess. But if you read all of this thank you. Hopefully ill find all the info i need on here and what to try and stay away from! And maybe ill be able to give a little advice myself
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