New day and same same but different to yesterday, watched 'The Exorcist' with my 9 year old daughter, first time she's watched it all the way through, she did get a bit bored though in the parts where, i guess for a 9 year old, nothing much seems to happen, so i had to explain why certain parts were actually there to give context to latter parts of the movie.....11:30 is getting close and that is when Mum wants us to go for a walk, should really pick up my meds from the pharmacy even though they have not text to say they're ready, they should be.....i don't think they'll want another 'cunt' episode.
taken a modafinil and a spoonful of kratom, think another spoonful is in order just so that i'm not too 'tetchy' when we get to the doctors.
i'll take my 4 cocodomol and 4 dihydracodeine when i get back from our walk
can't stop fantasising about the good ol days when i could buy what i needed online and have it delivered by the postman, Dad phoned yesterday and is not having any luck with buying legal highs in Spain, surely it's not as hard as he's makinmg it out to be....FUCK!!
yes this is sooooo boring as shit...and this is my life
my life is FUCKED