Not sure where to post but I’m new here and new to my area even so I don’t know where else to turn for help and advice. I just moved from Cali to Arizona, and my pain management doctor has switched me from methadone & OxyCodone, to 30mg OxyContin (2 a day) and 30mg oxycodone (5 a day). I’ve been having a heck of a time making my scripts last compared to when I had the dones and now am facing 4 days cold turkey withdrawal. My doctors a bit of a hard ass about scripts and it’s not like I can level with them about it. Anyway, I spent the last year wheaning down my methadone from 100mg a day to 10mg and even then the switch still sucked and has me eating and snorting my blue oxy like candy every 3 hours. I could use any helpful suggestions on how the hell I can calm this crippling anxiety and the restless leg and arm shit that makes it so I can’t sleep. I’d love to call up a friend and open my wallet but I don’t know anyone in my new city yet so I have no connects and don’t know anyone here but family. I’ve been through the forums and I’ve got Kratom but that seems to make me jittery and sends my shaking leg and anxiety in to over drive. (Yes I’m taking a red strain. I’ve tried Red Borneo and Red Indo, both seem to do it) OPMS liquid Kratom seems to not make me jittery but at $20 a bottle I wish I just knew someone else with oxys. Anyway I’m just desperate for advice on how to cope bc I’m at the point where I’ve considered ways to go find rando dealers somehow but that’s not so easy when you’re sick or finding someone you could trust. I’ve already eaten a few loperamide but honestly it freaks me out with my anxiety but I’m doing it anyway. (Only 16mg but that made my heart race, probably from the anxiety of what I’ve read on it.) anyway what can I do to relax the anxiety and actually sleep. Is there anything out there I can try taking? Gotta make it through 4 more days of this bullshit and it sucks.) helpful Suggestions would be appreciated bc I’m at a bad head space right now and just want it to stop.