New and tired of everything!

[Beatenpath12]

I've been at this game for a long time. Sober, not sober, it's an endless cycle that runs my life. My DOC is blues, but any opiate will do. I'm wanting to get sober now, but these couple days that I got ahead of me are discouraging. I could use some support and prayers.

 

[LittleBigMushroom]

Hey there !

Have you ever considered to go on an Ayahuasca retreat ? I have my own issues, and they are quite different from yours, but I'm with you !

 

[Beatenpath12]

Any kind of retreat would be nice right now. I would settle for a weekend to myself to meditate and recollect my thoughts!

 

[LittleBigMushroom]

You should really have a look at this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lZmKJ-JPanc (it's just a trailer, if you want to watch the whole thing.. here it is https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fMyd1QOP3mw )

Also, have you heard of The Realm of Hungry Ghosts by Gabor Maté ?

Anyways, yeah, taking some time to be with yourself would be a nice thing

 

[yompf]

I kicked my habit. Suboxone, benzos, whiskey, and another opiate to ease the sub withdrawl.
Good energy ur way bro

 

[Beatenpath12]

Well back at day one...again. I've used every way to get off, but the best way is to quit cold turkey, for me. I got some people to hold me accountable this time. We will see how it goes.

 

[Beatenpath12]

Day 2 and I'm at work, I know I can do this and I'm going to. Submit to a higher power, I got this!

 

[zephyr]

You'll be okay mate. Just get through the day and the next will be easier

Xx

 

[amihendrix]

Remember, just for today! Currently addicted to opiates. It's soo hard.. some people wont get it. Sending prayers your way tonight.