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Afive

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Feb 8, 2016
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Not my first rodeo. Rapid detox heroin at age 18.
Quit CT at 31 after a year of pain meds for a broken pubic bone and the chronic dysfunction from that. Got back on pills for the pain at 34 and stupidly switched to subs, had to revert to percs before quitting CT.
Years went by with no quality of life due to pain, back on pills for three months. But this time I went mad for them. Finishing a stript in half the time. So I stopped, yesterday. Wd sucks. Did the Imodium thing today, took 12mg. Helped a little, dint want to get stuck on those.
Having wine, irritable, sweaty, anxious, restless leg, all that jazz. Kids confused why mommy went from super mom for four months to this. Sucks. Secret addiction.
 
Welcome to Bluelight Afive - i'm sorry youre having such a bad withdrawal experience...Bluelight has tons of info on the best ways to deal with w/d, just use the search function. Keep up the good work, you're doing great :)
 
Thanks for the welcome. I have a question about Imodium. Yesterday I took 14 mg, slept better, this morning felt OK until I showered, skin crawling. Just took 8 mg Imodium. Should I be worried at this rate? Am I prolonging withdrawal? I've read many posts on here about Imodium but not clear as to what will cause dependence or prolonged wd versus just taking the edge off wd
Thanks
 
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