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Greenlighter
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Hi. So I'm a 32yr old female from Australia!
I have suffered depression and anxiety since I was 16. The drugs from the drs just made me feel numb, yeah I wasn't down all the time but I couldn't even summon up a happy emotion. I felt like an emotionless zombie.

Then one day I met Mr Meth!!!!
I was happy!!!!
I was motivated!!!!
This was wonderful.....

Until....

Mr Meth ran out.....

Well thats ok I just won't let him run out again!!!
Aahh problem solved!!!!!

And here I am 13 years after that day relying on Mr Meth to keep me "sane".

I joined here hoping to meet people in a similar position to me.... People that won't judge like family and friends. People that understand!

I look forward to meeting you!
 
Greetings from Canada, welcome to BL!

I myself haven't a relationship with Mr.Meth... I prefer Lady Opium and her minions ;)
But there are many on here who would be glad to meet you Bluelight is an awesome community!
If you have any questions about the site, feel free to ask! ^^

~Verii
 
Welcome to bluelight!

I used Meth for years not as much as opiates and cocaine though as I more access to coke than Meth I sold coke and heroin and coke was the money maker not Meth heroin is probably bigger than both of then where I live.
We don't judge here I know I certainty don't I did an 8ball of heroin a day along with a gram or so of cocaine and used Speedball's for 10 years while selling kilos having access to as much as I wanted 24/7. I'm now on suboxone and back to life so Im not one to judge a fellow addict we are all the same whether its Meth heroin or alcohol we all need the drug to function you know what I mean.?

Its Nice to have you on board:)

Good luck let me know if you need any help and have fun.:)
These will give you some insight on how the site is run and the rules

Green lighters(newbies) guide-
http://wiki.bluelight.org/index.php/Greenlighters_guide

Bluelight user agreement-

http://wiki.bluelight.org/index.php/Bluelight_User_Agreement_(BLUA)


If you want some help getting around the site or a buddy to talk to then you can always message me Im on the list of people willing to adopt you can find the link if you want to be adopted by me or another experienced member here-

Nmi adoption program-

http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/665029-The-NMI-Adoption-Program-v-2014

Here are some drug forums you may like-

Other drugs-
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/58-Other-Drugs

Basic drug discussion-
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/16-Basic-Drug-Discussion

Sober living-
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/269-Sober-Living

Good luck don't be afraid to ask for help that's what I'm here for,
 
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