New and Fading Fast Says It All...

[Fading Fast]

Hi! I truly am fading fast.... Im a hard core H addict and had 3 yrs off the smack when I was diagnosed with AVN a bone disease and ended up getting 2 hip replacements ( on same hip) plus it kept dislocating 5X so far so they had me on Fentanyl for about 18 months the I started failing my UA's so now I'm on Suboxone and struggling like a mofo. I really don't want to go back to how it was but this pain is kicking my ass and this place I'm in of holding out suffering won't last cause I know me, Im looking for a Guide or Mentor to show me the ropes here and friends who get it & been there. Like calls to Like , right? and still Im walking the line and stuck in the middle....UGH! Im Scared where this is headed but glad I found a place where you can drop the mask and just be yourself. There are too few places. Namaste.8(

 

[dopemaster]

There are plenty of recovering addicts here, especially from opiates.

You might be interested in these links.

Basic Drug Discussion

Drug Culture

Healthy Living

Mental Health

Neuroscience and Pharmacology Discussion

Sober Living

Mental Health

Philosophy and Spirituality

I do not know where you are at exactly so I just listed things in no particular order other than my list of links.

The sight is what you make of it. You will definitely be able to find people to talk to who are in the exact same situation.

Bluelight did help me a great deal. That is one of the reasons I take a bit of time to help out people new to the sight.

If you have any questions feel free to ask an ambassador or a moderator of the particular forum.

Ambassadors are here to kind of show you around and address basic questions.

 

[Fading Fast]

Thanks ! Appreciated and I will def check 'em out,