I've had no dependence on opiates for almost two years now. During that time, I've taken some Xanax, oxys, Sub, Fentanyl, and maybe a little heart medication (the last one by mistake, of course LOL). I add that because I'm not a street addict and don't want to become one. So, until they start prescribing heroin in my doctor's office or in the doctor's office of one of my close relatives, I'm SOL. (Right now, I can't talk myself out of my moral dilemma... me supporting how poorly drug gangs play together and, as a result, contributing to the shooting and killing of OTHER innocent (and even not-so-innocent) people so that I can shut my friggin' head up and get high).
That's why all I have right now are these blue morphine sulfate pills 15mg (ER). Naively, I crushed and swallowed a few and, as you can guess, was MAJORLY disappointed. Hell! I felt better than that after my first 10mg of Vicodin years ago. I tried plugging... was not impressed.
So, now I suspect that the only way to begin to get any BA is by iv'ing them. BUT, I don't want to start getting into the needle for worthless shit!
I'm finding myself against a brick wall. The last few times that I've taken Oxy, I've been disappointed. Other than for my nose itching off, a dry mouth, a LITTLE bit of energy, and lots of constipation, it's been pretty pointless. Back in the day, before I took them to keep from getting sick, I used to mix them with hydrocodone, maybe that was the difference. I don't know. But, I know that I certainly don't have any tolerance after all this time, so that can't be the problem. Even Sub doesn't do anything but make me nausiated (that's why I still have a boatload of that!).
Damn... didn't mean to turn this into a novel. Sorry. Anyway...
MY QUESTION IS: Is there any point AT ALL in iv'ing this morphine sulfate stuff? If yes, please keep me from killing myself... I will be alone but don't want to shoot some useless amount. All the same, keep in mind that my technique will not be flawless either.
That's why all I have right now are these blue morphine sulfate pills 15mg (ER). Naively, I crushed and swallowed a few and, as you can guess, was MAJORLY disappointed. Hell! I felt better than that after my first 10mg of Vicodin years ago. I tried plugging... was not impressed.
So, now I suspect that the only way to begin to get any BA is by iv'ing them. BUT, I don't want to start getting into the needle for worthless shit!
I'm finding myself against a brick wall. The last few times that I've taken Oxy, I've been disappointed. Other than for my nose itching off, a dry mouth, a LITTLE bit of energy, and lots of constipation, it's been pretty pointless. Back in the day, before I took them to keep from getting sick, I used to mix them with hydrocodone, maybe that was the difference. I don't know. But, I know that I certainly don't have any tolerance after all this time, so that can't be the problem. Even Sub doesn't do anything but make me nausiated (that's why I still have a boatload of that!).
Damn... didn't mean to turn this into a novel. Sorry. Anyway...
MY QUESTION IS: Is there any point AT ALL in iv'ing this morphine sulfate stuff? If yes, please keep me from killing myself... I will be alone but don't want to shoot some useless amount. All the same, keep in mind that my technique will not be flawless either.

