Never gonna catch the high

After slipping up this week and using meth again, I learned something about the drug that I'd suspected for a while. Once you've been hooked on the meth, you'll be disappointed with it every time you use. You can never quite get the same high that you used to. Nothing can match your very first hit. Even after 2 months off meth, the high didn't quite meet my expectations. It was good quality gear too - it wasn't shit, and I smoked a reasonable amount. So I guess this is another reason why I should try to stay clean. What's the point in using a drug that always lets you down?

 

 

Exactly. Kudos to you for coming to that realization!

 

Dude told me once, 'Once you know, you can't just un-know'.

We experience some sort of natural feel good, we make progress on shit that seemed untouchable before and we learn some deep, hardcore lessons. All these things have more value than anything we've ever had before.

And we throw it the fuck away because that monster will ALWAYS be there sleeping and waiting.

Once we experience these good things something happens to the bags we buy. They get cut with that 'natural feel good'. No matter how good the quality, those bags will always be stomped on by the good things we experienced and haven't forgotten. For me, my bags are cut with Narcotics Anonymous

If only we could practice these fuckin' things we know.

 

wats so sweet about yer peas??....hehehe..