hazmatz
Bluelighter
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- May 26, 2013
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I met this girl about a year ago at a rave. She was very beautiful, skinny, funny, but she had a boyfriend at the time.
A couple of months later, they broke up and we started talking a lot more. We texted every day, flirted with eachother over facebook etc. we finally planned to meet up at a party (she lives over an hour away) and spend some time with eachother.
We had a great time rolling together, but I noticed that I was so nervous around her. Even though E breaks down all social barriers for me, I still found myself not talking much and being really aware of how I was standing, fixing my hair etc. just being around her makes me feel ugly.
The day after that, she got a boyfriend and it broke my heart. It was probably because I was so nervous. I had no idea that I was competing against anyone. So I became depressed and even a bit suicidal. We also stopped talking
It took me a couple of months to get over her. I was finally getting back up on my feet after the blow to my ego when suddenly she texts me again. We caught up a bit, she told me her boyfriend broke up with her. Great, I thought, I'm just her rebound. I promised myself I wouldn't fall for her like that again and that we would just be friends...
But here I am, madly in love with her once again.we are going to a festival together in a few weeks, just me, her, and a (girl) friend of hers. I'm going to be camping for several days with her & not to mention the 3 hour drive there.
What do I do? I just know I'm going to be so nervous but I can't fuck up this time. I know I'm not an ugly person, I get a lot of attention from girls usually and I'm a very charismatic guy, but around her I feel like an insecure mess. If I fuck up again, ill go back into the bottomless pit of depression again.
What do you guys suggest? What do I talk about with her for 3 hours in a car? Should I ask her to be my girlfriend at the festival in a few weeks? She told me she really likes me this time but I notice she is still flirty with every guy she meets on facebook. /:
A couple of months later, they broke up and we started talking a lot more. We texted every day, flirted with eachother over facebook etc. we finally planned to meet up at a party (she lives over an hour away) and spend some time with eachother.
We had a great time rolling together, but I noticed that I was so nervous around her. Even though E breaks down all social barriers for me, I still found myself not talking much and being really aware of how I was standing, fixing my hair etc. just being around her makes me feel ugly.
The day after that, she got a boyfriend and it broke my heart. It was probably because I was so nervous. I had no idea that I was competing against anyone. So I became depressed and even a bit suicidal. We also stopped talking
It took me a couple of months to get over her. I was finally getting back up on my feet after the blow to my ego when suddenly she texts me again. We caught up a bit, she told me her boyfriend broke up with her. Great, I thought, I'm just her rebound. I promised myself I wouldn't fall for her like that again and that we would just be friends...
But here I am, madly in love with her once again.we are going to a festival together in a few weeks, just me, her, and a (girl) friend of hers. I'm going to be camping for several days with her & not to mention the 3 hour drive there.
What do I do? I just know I'm going to be so nervous but I can't fuck up this time. I know I'm not an ugly person, I get a lot of attention from girls usually and I'm a very charismatic guy, but around her I feel like an insecure mess. If I fuck up again, ill go back into the bottomless pit of depression again.
What do you guys suggest? What do I talk about with her for 3 hours in a car? Should I ask her to be my girlfriend at the festival in a few weeks? She told me she really likes me this time but I notice she is still flirty with every guy she meets on facebook. /: