negrogesic
Bluelight Crew
Ok guys, I think I have kicked IV junk (aka heroin) but, I am still afflicted with a number of demons, particularly methadone and high dose diazepam.
I have reason to believe that people that I have ousted in the past, particularly that whole ex/anti-bluelight movement are plaguing my computer with certain anti-bluelight virus's preventing me logging on and is partially responsible for my appeared inactivity no I am not paranoid......
No, I am not resigning, but in order for me to help you guys proficiently, I need to have a clear mind. So, again don't worry, and try not to bombard me with PM's unless it's a particularly grave matter, (although I undertand that many of you are in such a situation, try again to have a ounce of understanding in my situation which is probably unfathomable).
I SHOULD be back, in full force. Trust naturalone in my absence.
We run tings, tings no run we. BUT, I AM DEEP IN THE SELVA OSCURA (italian, for dark forest).
Ok, ok so there is light at the end of this seemingly endless tunnel and, please, afford me a short respite. And I am the first to admit my great fall from grace, and I am aware of yours, but like I said there IS light at the end. No worries my friends, and enemies alike there is no bad blood. Like in "The Big Lebowski"; "even good/strong men do cry". I assume you guys are getting my drift; I need not go into further detail.
Admins and other senior moderators particularly Blue Adonis contact me through means your equipped with (email is fine).
- negro
I have reason to believe that people that I have ousted in the past, particularly that whole ex/anti-bluelight movement are plaguing my computer with certain anti-bluelight virus's preventing me logging on and is partially responsible for my appeared inactivity no I am not paranoid......
No, I am not resigning, but in order for me to help you guys proficiently, I need to have a clear mind. So, again don't worry, and try not to bombard me with PM's unless it's a particularly grave matter, (although I undertand that many of you are in such a situation, try again to have a ounce of understanding in my situation which is probably unfathomable).
I SHOULD be back, in full force. Trust naturalone in my absence.
We run tings, tings no run we. BUT, I AM DEEP IN THE SELVA OSCURA (italian, for dark forest).
Ok, ok so there is light at the end of this seemingly endless tunnel and, please, afford me a short respite. And I am the first to admit my great fall from grace, and I am aware of yours, but like I said there IS light at the end. No worries my friends, and enemies alike there is no bad blood. Like in "The Big Lebowski"; "even good/strong men do cry". I assume you guys are getting my drift; I need not go into further detail.
Admins and other senior moderators particularly Blue Adonis contact me through means your equipped with (email is fine).
- negro
