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RoLlInG.TwAcKeD

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sooo about a year ago i was really heavy into e and MDMA and nowadays i feel permanently brain fucked and wanted to know if it was from my MDMA use? im male 19 and i feel like im permanently retarded from it is it the MDMA?.... also i have anxiety kind of... i mean i live completely normal but i have anxiety a little about the way my brain feels... my anxiety is that im permanently fucked from enos and MDMA... so anyone can you help?
 
E and MDMA are the same thing. How heavily were you abusing MDMA?

The brain has the ability to heal itself, so just know that with time you will feel better.
 
This is completely imyo, but I heavily abused MDMA for about a year, and have been free from it for about 8 months now, and I feel fine. However, I do have very bad anxiety, but I would like to believe it stems from an extreme paranoia that I have developed since then and now. But I am unclear if it developed as a result of anxiety I got as an after effect of such heavy MDMA use.

But I feel I do not suffer anxiety or feeling "E-tarded" as a result of my abuse.
 
5-htp, clean up your diet, work out, cut out as many drugs as you can. like tweaky said there is a great deal of plasticity to the human brain and therefor in time you will start to feel better. there are plenty of threads on this type of thing with much more info than my abbreviated answer. all the best just remember as long as you stay away from MDMA you have no where to go but up.
 
have you been smoking a lot of dope too? that can have a pretty big impact on your brain "smoothness", for lack of a better term.
 
Don't take 5HTP, that'll make it worse long term.

How much did you roll? I went through a phase of rolling once a week for 4 months, tha was 8 1/2 months ago, compared to when I stopped and now, it's black and white. I've still got a few kinks to work out.

To be honest, I thought I was so fried that I'd never be able to learn or so anything.. Seriously, I was EF YOU SEA KAY E DEE. Yesterday, I picked up a book to study for uni, bam, after about an hour I started to actually kick back into gear again, I thought I was DONE school wise, now I relise time heals all wounds, you might have a minor scar noticeable, but you won't be gushing blood, metaphorically speaking.

Now, I'm pretty close to what I was, I still get bouts of depression, anxiety and some sleepless nights, but I'm SO much better.

What helped me? STOP thinking about it, seriously, this is the HARDEST part.

EXERCISE and DIET are your BEST friend, no fucking joke. I can get into the real nitty gritty or it, but is rather not. Quick synopsis, it "heals" what you've "damaged", to a degree.

You might not feel like it, hell I didnt, but DO it. Eat really proper too, no quick carbs, or high glycemic index. Lots of fruits in the mornings, high protien and veggies in the evening. 3 solid meals a day, I gaurentee you you'll feel better in a few months if you stick to this routine religiously.

Multi vitamins, fish oil, curcumin and some piracetam wouldn't go astray either.

Good luck bruthaa
 
Question, how long have you been on the St. John's Wort?
I just wanted to know if this was a part of your recent progress?
 
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Question, how long have you been on the St. John's Wort?
I just wanted to know if this was a part of your recent progress?
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I really dont think its appropriate to be recommending a supplement for this kids problems.

OP I recommendation that you start a routine regimine of lots of fruits and vegetables of mainy colors, a good hearty grain for zinc and flax omega 3, and a high protien diet.

Make sure you take a good cardio like a spin or running some times to make even the most healthy of them know how great you think you feel when your exercising down to get groceries and moar.

This will ensure a healthy diet, and successful brain reboost that will allow you a full recovery hands down.

Works everytime. I have hundreds in my raver family and were all headin out to vegas later this month to roll for the first time again.
 
He was referring to me.

Ah like a week? I stopped taking it yesterday, reasons being; check your inbox.

I might just keep trying it for another week, I don't really notice a whole lot from it, but it says wait atleast two weeks.

Oh did you mean the studying part? No I tried that a few weeks ago and comprehended it remarkably well, but it did take longer than usual, the real test is still ahead, 3rd level calculus.. I think math/physics will yield a different result.

I think SjW would help his situation, some upregulation of 5ht1a and 5ht2a receptors can never go astray, or some extra dopamine..
 
MasterSplinter said:
I really dont think its appropriate to be recommending a supplement for this kids problems.

OP I recommendation that you start a routine regimine of lots of fruits and vegetables of mainy colors, a good hearty grain for zinc and flax omega 3, and a high protien diet.

Make sure you take a good cardio like a spin or running some times to make even the most healthy of them know how great you think you feel when your exercising down to get groceries and moar.

This will ensure a healthy diet, and successful brain reboost that will allow you a full recovery hands down.

Works everytime. I have hundreds in my raver family and were all headin out to vegas later this month to roll for the first time again.
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Yeah pretty much the best answer. So much veggies boost your serotonin.
 
Lol, no offense dudd, but you truly are a fucking retard, you deserve what happened you.

Remember your old thread like 6 months ago, refusing to quit rolling because you likes the come downs and the high? Despite EVERYONE telling you it's only going to end bad?

Well the times come buddy, this is what you get for "doing e like potheads smoke weed".

If you don't remember, I'll refresh your memory;
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=532429

Its funny how you insulted people in this thread about the knowledge they tried to present you, because you claim to have "known the difference", and you clearly never followed the directory like EVERYONE said before you kept Rollin everyday.

Jeeze, what goes around come around man, you were clearly warned.
 
Well maybe he felt invincible then, and now he's learned a consequence. He's asking for input, not denying that his prior (perhaps arrogant) abuse of MDMA is a possible cause of his problems.
 
Very true, I'm sure we've all been there, I know I have; but not to such an extent.

Its just plain stupidity IMO how he went against everyone back then, there's 3 pages of people tellin him to stop rolling, and then to come back and make a thread like this? I'm pretty sure someone called it lol

But yes, I don't wanna rub it in, I've already gave him some great advice a few posts up, so follow that, and this time STOP rolling.
 
yeah and read that whole thread by the end of it i accepted my fuck ups, oh and i haven't done any drugs since then.... anyways will 5 http help a great deal? also wtf are mri's??? thanks
 
Magnetic Resonance Imagaing (MRI) it's a detailed brain scan, but it won't detect MDMA induced damage, maybe some regional blood flow distribution changes, but these will normalize with time.

5HTP won't help, it'll downregulate your serotonin receptors more.

EXERCISE man, your best cure. If you want anything in this life, you have to work for it, no easy way out of what you done bro, in tellin you I was gone psychotic tryin easy fixes, then I exercised and dieted perfectly, within two months I was recovering in leaps and bounds.

Don't ignore GOOD advice like you did in your last thread bro.
 
Each of us who have abused have our own recovery story and what we think works for us. For me, I don't think it's complicated. It's just abstinence from drugs, a good deal of common sense and a lot of patience. If there's one thing I've learned - it's that recovering from E abuse can take a long time - think a year or more.
 
lol i wont don't worry bro, well i just want to know what will help me with all this vitamin c? i heard that helps or sum, also i heard 5 http works wonders also i haven't done it for about 8 months or so and as retarded as it sounds i was mabe thinking of getting some MDMA for a show im going to next weekend if i do it will this permanent retard feeling get worse? or will it not really effect me permanently since its been so long and im only doing it once? or should i just not do it at all? also how do people do it all the time (most people on here) and not be permanently retarded?? annndddddd can i eventually develop something seriously serious like psychosis or sum? and i do exercise i bmx like a moo thanks zoo much!
 
RoLlInG.TwAcKeD said:
lol i wont don't worry bro, well i just want to know what will help me with all this vitamin c? i heard that helps or sum, also i heard 5 http works wonders also i haven't done it for about 8 months or so and as retarded as it sounds i was mabe thinking of getting some MDMA for a show im going to next weekend if i do it will this permanent retard feeling get worse? or will it not really effect me permanently since its been so long and im only doing it once? or should i just not do it at all? also how do people do it all the time (most people on here) and not be permanently retarded?? annndddddd can i eventually develop something seriously serious like psychosis or sum? and i do exercise i bmx like a moo thanks zoo much!
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5htp is best to use right after a roll to help replenish the lost serotonin. The crash might be worse than you expect and it might be a bad experience, so I dont suggest rolling. Most people here do not roll all the time. Most of the people have actually learned there lesson, gone through recovery, and now continue to enjoy MDMA infrequently.
 
thats what im saying exactly!! i have learned my lesson and i want to enjoy it occasionally like once a year or so.. also about the me feeling permanently retarded i forgot to add i was in jail a few months ago, (my friend got caught with weed and i was with him..) and while in jail i developed really bad anxiety ( about what my girlfriend was doing cheating or whatever) anyways so now i have anxiety do you guys think this hazy, daydreamy retarded feeling is from anxiety? because vie had a lot of people tell me it is? and the comedown is no problem for me btw, its one of my fav parts.. thanks a lot
 
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