But it's not like melatonin, dizzy but not drowsy solo.
Im scripted benzos for a chronic pain conditions (bladder destroyed from ketamine).I think benzos are sometimes used for pain. But it is not common, only in special circumstances.
Honesly you sound like you need ketamine.
I do understand ketamine can be used in cases of chronic nerve pain, but more so where people are wheel-chair bound, that type of pain?
With me it's more tension/stress headaches and associated muscular nerve pain.
I tried ketamine before and it really did not a whole lot to address my type of pain which requires almost daily use of something to manage it, but it's not insane excessive pain.
Just that mild aching in the background which makes your daily routine a little more miserable.
I do find solpedeine (paracetamol/caffeine/codeine combo) does work wonders when taken twice a day.
But then there's the hemorrhoids...... a gift from Satan.
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Other things is, effect of stimulants (cognitive enhancers) aside I absolutely HATE being cognitively disoriented;
i.e. what weed, ketamine, LSD and other recreational chemicals cause.
I hate it.