XtC Girlie
Bluelighter
Fuck all you people who think I'm not special. I will let you bring me down no more. I will not let you flood my brain with negativity. Cause god dammit, I am special. Sure, I may over analyze everything but that makes me interesting. Yeah, I may take everything to the heart but whats wrong with being sensitive? So what if the biggest turn on for me is to have a long conversation and debat over nothing in particular? Whats wrong with being picky about my friends and my lovers? It just protects me from getting hurt. I've had enough of this. It's all because you (the people ho try to bring me down) that I can't trust anything anymore and everyone special to me walks out on me cause they think I have self asteem problems. Well I will not let you hurt me no more. From this day on I say, "Screw you." I may be alone now but a man will hold me one day and feel lucky.
