asusmaster
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Hi,
I've tried molly's twice, and it's my first two expereinces with mdma. My friends have rolled for a few years, but I don't really know whether or not to trust what they say, so I'd just like to ask a bigger community.
So basically I'm 6'2 and 185 pounds, 190 on a bad day. (Also trying to get to 205 in the near future [muscle, not fat!]).
I went to a festival last September and tried a molly early during the night. I felt absolutely nothing, not even a buzz or anything. Then a friend gave me some blue pill about an hour later, he said it was good stuff, and I tried it... all I got was a buzzed feeling, sorta of like if I was faded on weed, but it only lasted about 10 minutes tops. I took one more molly another hour later, but it also had no effect, in my opinion anyway. Later, my best friend who i was popping molly's with said that they were actually really mellow to him, so maybe thats why I didn't feel anything. But I did feel a LITTLE bit of a buzz after the blue pill, but not really... and other friends were rolling off the blue pill... so that was expereince one. Something to note is that I had a burrito before the festival, so i thought MAYBE it was cause I was full of food.
I waited over 6 months and recently went to Oakland for another festival. This time my best friend said the molly's be brought were 'good stuff', and I could tell cause he was "rolling balls" off of the 4 he took (2 to begin with, 2 about an hour or two later, i didnt really see when he did it). This time I didn't eat too much before the festival, I had coffee in the morning, a beer in the afternoon, and a can of monster before I got into the festival cause I was a little tired So I tried two to start with, and about half an hour later, i got a ROLLING sensation! I was excited, but my friend was like, 'can you see streaks coming from the lights?' and I could not. He tried giving me a lightshow but it was no different for me then anything normal. He tried massaging my hand or something, but it didnt feel special, just someone touching me haha. The ROLLING sensation only lasted a few minutes, and then went back to the being high feeling. But I was okay with that. An hour later, I took two more because the feeling was slowly going away.
Then my favorite DJ came on, but the rolling feeling was already gone, lasting half an hour maybe from before. I remember that it was pretty easy to PURPOSELY roll my eyes back, but i took it as I was just tired.. or something, but here were the feeings I had during his one hour set. We were standing near the back of the crowd, but the lights didn't feel any different, touch didn't either. I had jaw clenching, which i knew was part of the process. The one thing that was weird was I kept feeling like the wall was behind me, but when i look back, the wall was actually really far. also when i looked at my friend, i kept thinking he was someone else, partly cause he was facing the other direction, i had to look twice to make sure it was him. but the rolling sensation at that point, just a faded sensation. after the one hour set, i was back to normal. only thing left was jaw clenching.
what i'm trying to ask is, why don't i get that 'eurporhia' feeling everyone talks about? yes, i am relaxed, and not thinking abut the feeling, i'm really just enjoying hte music, but lightshows, touch, feeling of closeness to others, i don't really get it. I enjoy the music sober anyway, so why am i only getting that faded feeling? like, i guess i wanted to expereince the touch sensation since it sounds amazing. I had 5 at this last festival, 2, 1 an hour later, 2 half an hour later. my friend says he gives up on me because he says that it was enough for someone who does it normally to overdose... haha
i want to try it again, to get that feeling. but i don't know, if i AM doing too much, then i dont wanna kill myself either. Should i try pills instead of mollys, if so how many?
so my friend is shorter and weighs less than me. thats the only thing i can think of...
thanks guys, sorry for the essay..
I've tried molly's twice, and it's my first two expereinces with mdma. My friends have rolled for a few years, but I don't really know whether or not to trust what they say, so I'd just like to ask a bigger community.
So basically I'm 6'2 and 185 pounds, 190 on a bad day. (Also trying to get to 205 in the near future [muscle, not fat!]).
I went to a festival last September and tried a molly early during the night. I felt absolutely nothing, not even a buzz or anything. Then a friend gave me some blue pill about an hour later, he said it was good stuff, and I tried it... all I got was a buzzed feeling, sorta of like if I was faded on weed, but it only lasted about 10 minutes tops. I took one more molly another hour later, but it also had no effect, in my opinion anyway. Later, my best friend who i was popping molly's with said that they were actually really mellow to him, so maybe thats why I didn't feel anything. But I did feel a LITTLE bit of a buzz after the blue pill, but not really... and other friends were rolling off the blue pill... so that was expereince one. Something to note is that I had a burrito before the festival, so i thought MAYBE it was cause I was full of food.
I waited over 6 months and recently went to Oakland for another festival. This time my best friend said the molly's be brought were 'good stuff', and I could tell cause he was "rolling balls" off of the 4 he took (2 to begin with, 2 about an hour or two later, i didnt really see when he did it). This time I didn't eat too much before the festival, I had coffee in the morning, a beer in the afternoon, and a can of monster before I got into the festival cause I was a little tired So I tried two to start with, and about half an hour later, i got a ROLLING sensation! I was excited, but my friend was like, 'can you see streaks coming from the lights?' and I could not. He tried giving me a lightshow but it was no different for me then anything normal. He tried massaging my hand or something, but it didnt feel special, just someone touching me haha. The ROLLING sensation only lasted a few minutes, and then went back to the being high feeling. But I was okay with that. An hour later, I took two more because the feeling was slowly going away.
Then my favorite DJ came on, but the rolling feeling was already gone, lasting half an hour maybe from before. I remember that it was pretty easy to PURPOSELY roll my eyes back, but i took it as I was just tired.. or something, but here were the feeings I had during his one hour set. We were standing near the back of the crowd, but the lights didn't feel any different, touch didn't either. I had jaw clenching, which i knew was part of the process. The one thing that was weird was I kept feeling like the wall was behind me, but when i look back, the wall was actually really far. also when i looked at my friend, i kept thinking he was someone else, partly cause he was facing the other direction, i had to look twice to make sure it was him. but the rolling sensation at that point, just a faded sensation. after the one hour set, i was back to normal. only thing left was jaw clenching.
what i'm trying to ask is, why don't i get that 'eurporhia' feeling everyone talks about? yes, i am relaxed, and not thinking abut the feeling, i'm really just enjoying hte music, but lightshows, touch, feeling of closeness to others, i don't really get it. I enjoy the music sober anyway, so why am i only getting that faded feeling? like, i guess i wanted to expereince the touch sensation since it sounds amazing. I had 5 at this last festival, 2, 1 an hour later, 2 half an hour later. my friend says he gives up on me because he says that it was enough for someone who does it normally to overdose... haha
i want to try it again, to get that feeling. but i don't know, if i AM doing too much, then i dont wanna kill myself either. Should i try pills instead of mollys, if so how many?
so my friend is shorter and weighs less than me. thats the only thing i can think of...
thanks guys, sorry for the essay..
