Need heroin advice

[2c-goinsane]

i wouldnt do it if i were you. its best to just stay away from it ime. i tried it after i had already been through rough addiction so i knew what would happen already, and it did and it was also still a great challenge to get my life back together. shits no joke, its not just a bunch of hype.

iv done it and have had problems with it and im not even a big fan of opiate highs was just using it for fun on the weekends(which led to using 2-3 times a week), once you do it ime there is always a time where your gonna be like "damn some heroin sounds nice right now". iv been clean for months, i dont have any intentions to use again but i still think about being on heroin at times

i wouldnt be trying to use heroin to cover up any issues or problems either, they just stay there and will most likely get worse if you begin to use heroin more and more.

also getting heroin is probably one of the most sketched out things to get imo up there with speed/cocaine, very easy to get robbed/shot in the hood(just not worth it). heroins easy to find most the time its just the people you have to deal with to get it isnt worth it ime. also you build a tolerance very quickly if your thinking your gonna save money think the opposite. there is no saving money with opiates imo.

if your still wanting to use a opiate find something else.

 

[suicidedoper]

I have gone from pain killers to heroin thinking it was cheaper as well and for a little while it was. I live in the east coast so powder heroin is the main thing no tar.. but sounds to me like tar isn't sonethig u wanna be putting.up your nose or smoking... you will most likely not enjoy the experiance which may lead to IV use. Trust me their is a huge difference in the % of the effects you will feel and IV is def the highest. Then once.you get tired of poking yourself and collapsing your veins you get to deal with horrible withdrawals..... if this drug hasn't killed you at the this point it most def ruined your life and taken everything you had.. if your lucky you try and get clean with some replacement therapy methadone or.buprenophine but even with the replacement therapy this will only get rid.of your withdrawal sypmtoms you will still have to deal with cravings that eat at you where all.you can think about is that rush that feeling you get when u push that plunger in and release that tournequit so now you relapse and go back.and forth get clean relapse get clean relapse maybe die in the process I've seen my friends and family members overdose n die some commit suicide some.just keep.using and living the same hellish cycle .... I can't tell you allot of success stories my story isn't a successfull one I still go back and forth basically waiting to die I guess....

So.I guess if that's the life u wanna live by all means get yourself some good old heroin and enjoy the ride

 

[xuser]

I have gone from pain killers to heroin thinking it was cheaper as well and for a little while it was. I live in the east coast so powder heroin is the main thing no tar.. but sounds to me like tar isn't sonethig u wanna be putting.up your nose or smoking... you will most likely not enjoy the experiance which may lead to IV use. Trust me their is a huge difference in the % of the effects you will feel and IV is def the highest. Then once.you get tired of poking yourself and collapsing your veins you get to deal with horrible withdrawals..... if this drug hasn't killed you at the this point it most def ruined your life and taken everything you had.. if your lucky you try and get clean with some replacement therapy methadone or.buprenophine but even with the replacement therapy this will only get rid.of your withdrawal sypmtoms you will still have to deal with cravings that eat at you where all.you can think about is that rush that feeling you get when u push that plunger in and release that tournequit so now you relapse and go back.and forth get clean relapse get clean relapse maybe die in the process I've seen my friends and family members overdose n die some commit suicide some.just keep.using and living the same hellish cycle .... I can't tell you allot of success stories my story isn't a successfull one I still go back and forth basically waiting to die I guess....

So.I guess if that's the life u wanna live by all means get yourself some good old heroin and enjoy the ride

suicidedoper, this almost made me cry. My husband is a 'recovering' heroin addict, it is hard at the best of times. It never goes away, he will always be an addict. I have learnt to live with it now I guess. The drug is ruthless, it leaves no hope.

To the OP, have not heard anything, but I can only hope you decided to leave that shit alone.

 

[suicidedoper]

^^ I'm sure my wife can.totally relate to u I've put her through hell and it never goes away that's y u always have to be on point with this addiction I try so hard this isn't what I want but sometimes its so hard

 

[LilbabiC]

OP, you sound just like me in the beginning of my heroin use. I just wanted to escape my problems a few hours a day. Well in my escape, what happend is that my problems became even bigger and many more because instead of confronting them I hid like a coward. I started sniffing and like everyone else said, I couldn't afford to sniff anymore so I started IV. My life was a living hell for over 9 years. Luckily I was able to recover but, I had to rebuild my life all over again. Just don't do it, a few hours of escape isn't worth many years of hell!

 

[xuser]

^^ I'm sure my wife can.totally relate to u I've put her through hell and it never goes away that's y u always have to be on point with this addiction I try so hard this isn't what I want but sometimes its so hard

It is extremely hard, you are lucky to have someone who sticks by you and is there you when you need them. If it weren't for myself my husband would probably be dead. He has been incredibly strong to try beat this crap, and every year he's a step closer I guess. The mind is a powerful thing once you learn how to control it.

 

[psykoman]

i started on vallium then went to dyhydrocodeine then morphine then on to herion and have now been on methadone 6 years and still buy the odd bag now and then seriously not worth it and you can only score tar i get number 3 in the uk. i would advise you if anything to buy better quality herion iif anything of the web. or try sumthing else like been said for your problems iif you def want a drug to help try weed or kratom (even this is very addictive) try going out with friends try mdma and talk about your issues witrh a close friend. try anything but herion first!

 

[Mass08]

The OP already has his mind made up. At least post back here so we know that your safe and hopefully you'll get beat (no offense) so you'll learn not to try that again.

 

[Swain]

But you don't just go out and try H on a whim. get more of the Percs you said you took before. But people don't just decide on day they're going to do tar, that's just ridiculous.

I find it hilarious so many people are steering him away from heroin and toward oxycodone or hydrocodone. As if one is the lesser of two evils.

"Seriouslyyyy don't do heroin.. stick with oxy or you'll get sooo addicted because heroin is for addicts and oxy is for preteens like us"

Stick with the pills. Cleaner, neater and less chance of ruining your life. Please, reconsider.

Can you please explain why pills are less likely to ruin your life? What is your logic here? Have you ever tried heroin? I am just baffled as to how someone who has experienced both heroin and opiate based pain killers would distance the two so far from each other.

Good advice for the OP would be to steer clear of opiates all together. At 10mg a dose you have a very low tolerance/dependency as it is and it will be easy to get out now. Continue using pills OR heroin and you will be fucked.

 

[Swimmingdancer]

I find it hilarious so many people are steering him away from heroin and toward oxycodone or hydrocodone. As if one is the lesser of two evils.

"Seriouslyyyy don't do heroin.. stick with oxy or you'll get sooo addicted because heroin is for addicts and oxy is for preteens like us"

Can you please explain why pills are less likely to ruin your life? What is your logic here? Have you ever tried heroin? I am just baffled as to how someone who has experienced both heroin and opiate based pain killers would distance the two so far from each other.

Good advice for the OP would be to steer clear of opiates all together. At 10mg a dose you have a very low tolerance/dependency as it is and it will be easy to get out now. Continue using pills OR heroin and you will be fucked.

Because the OP said they already used oxycodone, so people were just saying no need to move onto heroin. Obviously it would be best to not use opioids at all, but we are a harm reduction site, not a "don't do drugs" site. I would agree that oxycodone is less dangerous than heroin, because:

- with oxy you are getting a known quantity/purity (so easier to dose precisely)
- with oxy you are not getting anything unknown mixed in with your drug
- people are less likely to inject oxy than heroin
- it sounds like the OP already has a source for oxy but would just be trying to buy heroin from a random person off the street
- oxy can be taken orally, whereas no one bothers with oral heroin
- moving onto heroin statistically does tend to lead to more damage to one's life

Oxy should certainly not be treated as something safe or remotely non-addictive, and no one implied that, but I don't think it's ridiculous or hilarious to suggest an oxy user not start doing heroin. As someone who has used both I can definitely say using heroin was far more damaging to my health and my life.

 

[mhh]

i live in santa cruz and i've only gotten tar from college kids and it's been pretty good. definitely tin foil it. i've never thrown up from h, so i definitely don't think that's guaranteed. however, obviously don't do it if you can avoid it.
when i've gotten tar here, it's been random and inconsistent. i'd love to find a more consistent hook but alas can't trust junkies i suppose

 

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