Porno4Hydros
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 4, 2014
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Hello fellow Bluelighters! I've been abusing Norco 10/325 generics for about 3 years. This is due to the many stress-causing scenarios that goes with life (job, personal relationships, unlucky draws in society, etc.). While I am cautiously weary on the implications of the potential 4,000 mg APAP per day damage to my liver (I set a rule to take a max of 10-11 pills in a 24 hour window), I really really really want to stop it altogether. I've tried going cold turkey a few times and it absolutely destroyed my lifestyle. My appetite was gone, I get depressed, I channel pronounced depravity of self-worth and self-esteem, had suicidal tendencies, and am unmotivated to do the things I used to love doing...resulting in a shell of my former self. It just sucks! I believe this to be my brain being hi-jacked and that there is a chemical imbalance going on. But I am fighting hard. To give you guys a rough background, I used to pop 8 pills daily. It wouldn't give me the good feeling I once had during my early usage days. I've since weaned off to half that (4 pills a day). Is this the right path to bring myself back to normalcy? My next goal being 2 a day for a week. And then 1...then stopping it eventually. Now the question I have for you seasoned veterans is this: Is 4 per day a vast improvement? I want to feel like I accomplished something and use the natural satisfaction to help me battle this beast. Bluelight is an awesome community with people who care and are willing to give pointers to folks in need and I respect everyone's input here, especially the good, kind souls who also walked down this path and survived. I really want to beat this and am desperate as I know the longer I abuse this narcotic, the more likely it will affect my health, both mental and physical. Any advice would be a Godsend so thank you guys in advance!